♥ I'm Flying Off. ♥
Wednesday, June 30, 2010 ( 12:27:00 AM )
Well the best part is, I havent tell you yet.
Mr a and my grandma have met! When I was leaving the house, my grandma is like.. you going with who? I said, with my friend. She was asking if I was going to the airport with fafa. I said no. My dad wants to send me off if there's no one who wants to send me. But dad, everything is well taken care of you know. Besides, if my dad really send me.. he will be taking a cab frm his workplace to my place and den to the airport. Let's save the trouble k.
So, as I was saying.. the exciting thingy is that when i went out of my house.. Under my block's carpark, I can see mr a sitting beside his bike and smoking. SHIT. Mr a and my grandma would have eye contact. Den my grandma ask me again if I will be going to the airport with taxi. Then I said probably. But when I was leaving my house she asked if my fren has reached. And i said yes. Then she was like, where is your friend. With no other choice, i pointed to the carpark. And tell my grandma.. thats my friend.
For a moment, she was shocked! She say it loudly that my dad doesnt like it when I ride bike with guys. And so, its loud enuff for mr a to hear it. Lucky he doesnt take it personally. He can still assure me that, dun worry I am a safe rider - cos i'm bringing someone else's daughter. If I could, i wanted to go **awwww right in frnt of him. But since my grandma is watching us at the carpark, all I could tell mr a is.. hurry up. My grandma is looking. Plus the moment when I saw him.. the first thing I ask, Why you park your bike right in front of my house?! And he's like, yeah.. you nv told me. Huahua.
When he started the motor engine, I ask mr a to wave my grandma goodbye.. my grandma wave back. and he sent me off to airport..Yay!! The feeling is kindda magical cos its my first time someone sending me off to the airport personally. And I'm on a backpack, for the very first time i'm riding mr a's bike! I guess, there is always a first time to everything with me n you. (: And guess what. I manage to convince mr.a somehow that if he wants to send me off.. it will be difficult if we we take public transport to the airport, whereas he is gonna leave his bike at my place. Because on his way home.. how does he gonna know his way back to my place when I can't be guiding you from the airplane you know. I didn't know I can be convincing to you, mr a.Haha. Prolly not that convincing la k.. but whatever I said, must have definitely makes sense.
Yes, just now when he arrived at my place.. he's on time today. Punctual.. on the dot!Even if he did sesat a bit. Even if he did take the wrong exit to come to my place. Haha. Actually when I was giving him the directions to my place, I was just making a wild guess telling him that he should turn here and here when.. I was hoping that I do make sense and not letting him getting stuck on his way again. I mean, what if I do? Haha.
The journey to the airport takes about 30 mins. Left my house at 8am.. reached airport at 8.30am. went around looking for MacDonalds! I want Mac Donalds breakfast.. They said today's the day GST money got creditted. At least, I dun feel so broke. Haha. I had hotcakes with sausage and he had egg mc muffin meal. I was so full by then. Dun worry mr a, today's my treat. After all, you had gone through the erp and take ur time to send me all the way to the aiport. This is the least I can do. Thank you! :D Anyways, while having breakfast.. I was shock that mr a told his company that he needs to take leave today cos of his mom is preggy. He needs to send his mom to hospital. Now I know, how I really meant to you *melts* His final last words before i bid good bye to singapore.. U tc dear.I'm gonna miss you. Labels: on a holiday
♥ One More Day Left. ♥
Tuesday, June 29, 2010 ( 11:20:00 PM )
Both of us is late for work.. my train broke down at Bishan and he had a bad traffic jam. Plus.. mr a has just got this habit of not wanting to reply my smses at nite even if he's at home. My yesterday's msg is left unreplied you know. Haiyo
But then again.. I met up with him today (: This is when it started..
Baby we haven really sms each other today. imy.
Baby what you doing later?
Nothing.. just buy some essential toiletries after work. u nk mit?
Can b?
And so we went to Toa payoh. Haha. He met me with his boots lah.. that contractor boots. Haha. Ate at fork & spoon.. and I get most of the stuff i needed for my Bangkok trip. Foldable reusable bags, contact lens solutions, earpiece, hangers.. wow! I just felt that I've just done shopping.Aaaaaa lot! Ommg. Looking at the brighter side now, I guess its a form of investment. Haha. Tonight there's a Portugal match.. I want watch!! Too bad.
Ooh ya. Saw rab and fazees at fork n spoon there. At least we did say hi.. and i intro them to mr a. Rab.. this is amri.. And fazees.. this is amri.. Rab and amri are my poly drama friends. Haha. I still remember rab expression when her face is like asking.. who is this guy? Well. what can i say, its like a memorable day.I am so lazy that I took the cab home from Toa payoh.. and I spent a lot on almost whatever i did today. Tomorrow's my flight, I still can accompany Nadiah in the middle of the night to 7-11. Actually I was suppose to be undercharge cos the payment via nets was declined. And I was so honest that, I told the 7-11 cashier that he acknowledged my receipt when my payment is declined.I re-payed.
In any ways, thank you god for today.. Bie, bsok i see you abt 7.50am or 8am gitu..ok?mwaaah.Labels: words that you said
♥ Who Are You? ♥
Monday, June 28, 2010 ( 11:16:00 PM )
I'm waiting, for the day..
I want to know if you're gonna send me off
Aniway, there's this someone in fb.. added me as a friend.. like what the hell. This guy is not mr a ok.. is he trying to be like mr a now? When I told mr a that "Khairul Amri Hairul" added me in fb, mr a says its not him. He suspected that it is sumone else. Omg.. I badly want to close this chapter bout this someone else. Haish. I just want to be happy with mr a please. Dun bother2 us can? Please find your own happiness.. I'm sure its with someone else better than me. However, my mind still wants to investigate.. who is this someone who added me in fb. Oooh wells. After work... I met up with Shikin and Nadia.. Had lots of fun and pics and a sumptous popeye meal. For once, I felt like popeye's french fries is super nice. :D
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♥ Dinner With Burger King ♥
Friday, June 25, 2010 ( 10:37:00 PM )
I'm mad with mr a for the fact that I want to meet him badly on Sat.. But he is taking things likely now. How can he take things likely.. when I will be flying off to Bangkok soon and we dun really have time to spend much with each other. OMG! Easily.. he could tell me that Friday should be ok for a mit up for the both of us. Even if he wants to meet me on Sunday also, I bet its gonna be a short day.Cos suday is the day he wants to go home early. Haish.. I am not gonna be free on that day. And I dun want to mit him on a Sunday.
But anyways. we met today. Felt like eating fast food. Hence, we settled for Burger King at Clarke Quay. Why clark quay? Dun ask me why.. mr a suggested that I go town. But i dun wan.. i'm going there this Sunday w fafa. So I settled for sumthing that me and him haven been to for quite some time. And Helllo! I want to complain sumthing really important. As you know, i finished work at 5.30pm today.. So I can reach clark quay very fast frm my werkplace. I was there at approx 6.15. while at 6.30 i msg mr a where is he.. he can tell me he is waiting for bus la.. nvm.
While I waited for him, I walked all ard clark quay.. walk passed some bars.. see people doing sum bungee jumping.. and I msg mr a again.. time check, 7.00pm. He said.. Jam. OOOhkay. Why didnt he take the mrt in the first place? See now I waited almost one hour.. den only 7.30pm he said he has reached. I went to BK, i nv see him.. Call and call and call him, he nv answer. I'm like, where is this guy. I wait another 5 mins, den I called him agn. He said he's in front of BK.. When I told him I was there just now n nv saw him. he said he was there all along.
But in the actual fact.. he tried to make me believe that he was at BK all the while whereas, he actually went to draw money first. mr a.. mr a. isyyyh. geramnyer! The place is pack with people, its full house n there's no seat for us. So we packed our food and eat along the staircase of the singapore river. And this part, I'm angry.. I asked for onion rings, the girl packed for me normal bk fries.. omg,.. den I paid additional 30 cents for what? You know,.. i dun have the haiot of checking my receipts. Staffs should hv confirmed the orderof their customers, check what they have prepared together with the receipts. Why swayness does have to come around.. This is not like my first time you know.. Including this one, its like my 3rd time.
HAIIYYYOOO. Apela nasib ku ini.
Hmmmm. Today while its our meet up, mr a promised that he's gonna make it up to me for making me angry that Sat we cant go out the whole day together.. And so this random boy asked if we wants to go Johore tmr! I'm like.. you biar btol sey (are you serious?)!!! He's sick and tired of the things in Singapore. I guess me and him have covered most of the places that we can chill n hangout. So why not m'sia this time? Till then, I see you tmr!Labels: words that you said
♥ Talking About Life. ♥
Wednesday, June 23, 2010 ( 11:24:00 PM )
I thought this Sat is suppose to be the day we hang out together. For the days that I waited for ur Saturday off that only comes once per month.. now ur telling me that Sat you got soccer at 10pm. What the hell.. where's the priority of meeting me here. I set out my saturday unplanned with other stuffs cos of you.. And when i told you that I am dissapointed we cant go out till late night.. you did say nothing. In anyways.. we're meeting Friday then. Whatever la k. Just treat me like whatever you want.. I mean if its a day you go out with me.. dun make any other plans lah.. Haish. Have you not make me feel this way enuff already.Just make it stop.
Ok.. change topic time. I went to Woodlands and collect the brushes. I dunno why im so into make up. Hehe..
Labels: mad about you
♥ The Reason Why I Don't Understand. ♥
Tuesday, June 22, 2010 ( 9:36:00 PM )
And I just dun understand why.. gerls must look for their ex's. Nowadays, mr a n I start talking at msn. We are such broke people whereby we gone home straight after work. Well according to him, he spent money on paying for his dad's coe and the polytechnic school fees he owes frm his dad's cpf. And I think I'm broke because I am heavily saving for Bangkok trip,payed Stahub bills and bought make-up. Yes, I'm feeling so damn broke now. You have no idea how much I've spent. Haha.
Back to was what I was saying.. mr a ex did look for him. She tried to start a conversation.. and he dun layan her. When she starts to get angry, thats where she dun disturb him alrd.. I just dun get it sumtimes.. why dun mr a block his ex frm msn.. I mean like seriously. I got nutthing much to say.but i know it will repeat. see just how things will go.. i mean clearly she thinks that you is the best for her.. ever since the day she left you.. and clearly.. she is not over you yet..no matter how many countless of guys she dated.. until she find someone better.. then only she moves on. how long it will take. im just gonna watch and see. as long as we both happy.. im ok with things.. asalkn u sayang i.. and i sayang you.. this is wat matters most k.
And all he could just say is..
haha.. buat bodoh la b..
Haish. Work today is tiring. I have to send all the mass emails to 120 people. haiyo.. and there's still like imperfection in my emails. But it's ok.. even though its imperfect.. there must be a hidden perfection sumwhere. Goosh, i love my words of wisdom today.. just think about this - BENEATH ANY IMPERFECTION, THERE IS A HIDDEN PERFECTION. I relate this to myself.. to make me feel much much better. I hope you guys are feeling better bout urselves too. :DLabels: words that you said
♥ Blast It Off On Me. ♥
Saturday, June 19, 2010 ( 10:02:00 PM )
"Please dont try too hard to push things around. Look, very simple.. im trying to keep my cool. But i cant accept it when u try to push things ard instead of admitting ur fault. And now, im angry.. cos me and you back then we are just friends. Thats why i didnt take too hard. But now after what we did, too the extent of saying i love u and all.. U still can get to know other guy? If all this doesnt mean anything to u.. i dunno what to say. And now it already happen.. so i guess i just have to accept all this. u can get to know all the guy in the world. And so can i. so no more argument ok.. im done saying"
Actually.. i want you to confess that u disapprove me of geting to know other guys dear. Then only, I will know how much I meant to you and if your treating me like just a fren, or more than a fren.
"You can get to know new guy why cant i somethings u just no need to say.. Common sense. u dont like me know other girl so u should be fair and not know other guys. but no!.. u didnt. just forget it ok.. i know where i stand and i got know right to tell u shouldnt get to know other guy"
These are the words he said yesterday.. He gave me a piece of his mind. But still we meet each other again today.Actually when I saw him, its like kindda weird a bit cos we know that we had an arguement the night..Soon after we're right back on track. He sit beside me at the Banquet, as closest as ever..Labels: words that you said
♥ I Know You're Mad At Me Mr.a. ♥
( 12:26:00 AM )
28 Missed Calls.
I never called anybody so much like this before.
I hope you'll be the first & the last
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♥ Happy BirthdaY, Fafa. ♥
Friday, June 18, 2010 ( 9:36:00 PM )
It's a day to celebrate fafa's bday today. A day to start learning to fly kite. Hehe. It's interesting you know..can i go and fly kite again? (: Overall the bday surprise was short and sweet. Just as when you thought the worst is gonna happen, things start to fall in place. It's a good weather to fly kite. Windy2.. and yet not that hot and sunny. Plus, its not that rainy either. And of course.. I took half day. To just have a great fun.. and enjoy my day with the gerls. Wooo-hoo. Oohs, eventhough sum unwanted thingy happens.. you just wish you could just forgive and forget dun you? Haish... working with so un-cooperative pple, life must be damn difficult. But anyways.. Having FUN is what matters most!
Hehe. It's fun-nier, when u get to bully ur fren on her bday.. make her go all around Marina Barrage to find for her pretzie. Whereas, the pretzies are literally not hidden all over Marina Barrage. We just need to buy some time to decorate the place and get ready to party!! Haha. I hope everyone had a great dun today! Whee~
Labels: singing happy birthday to you
♥ Just Another Day Has Passed. ♥
Tuesday, June 15, 2010 ( 11:55:00 PM )
We have to start planning for a birthday party.. Happy Birthday 22nd FAFA! Went to fafa's place and bake muffins. Hehehe. We received orders alrdy. Alhamdulillah, However, shucks, i must find customers.. Haha. Now those ordering are fafa's sis frens.. Hmm. Muffins anyone? Hurhur. Ooookay. Let's talk bout mr a.
I CANT BELIEVE HE WENT OUT WITH A GUY.
He went out with his NS buddy for dinner. And I'm wondering what did they talked about. Hmmmph, kay poh eh? Nono. The one who's kaypo is not me. Nvm.. I shall not take it too personal up till here. But still.. I keep on asking him to tell his fren, just say u and i sayang each other. Full stop.. and that I'm happy with him. Stop asking bout me from mr a. However, this is just my point of view lah. I havent ask mr a what is the full true story yet. And everytime i tried to talk about us.. he doesn't seem to be really interested. Like I said about.. at what age you want to get married n stuffs.. and he said when he's 28 and I'm 27? Woow. I think thats pretty long eh. Frankly.. we talked about at what age we want have babies all.. Haha. But it just end there. Full stop. No mor talking boout us till next time.
I have to admit, he's getting more lovey dovey this days. Just as when he's jealous that I played some scrabble game with his fren.. I began to learn, he's starting to fall for me. I dun have to say I love you first.. he does it. I dun have to msg him first, he does it. I dun have to call him first, he does it. There's some initiatives I see. And please mr a, do stop saying "Well I think again, I am no position to stop u frm getting to know other guys". Cos.. hello. You just got jealous the other time when I make frens with this guy who is your fren.. and now ur saying otherwise? Even if you think you're in no position.. just shut up. I love you (:
Hehehe. *Blush* It's gonna be a busy week for me. Ooohs, if we ever meet again..Labels: words that you said
♥ It's Me & You Now. ♥
Sunday, June 13, 2010 ( 11:19:00 PM )
It had been a great day with mr a. Went to kallang leisure park. We played bowling.. I bought a few titbits (Pringles, seaweed, chocolate, nuts) at cold storage.. and end up i bring them all home. Mr a went home empty handed. Haha. But at least, he did help to bring my cold storage stuffs in a plastic bag through out when he was with me.
Things there are cheap you know.. big crackers 3 for $6. Big cadbury chocolates - $3.95.. Pringles 2 for $3.95. Haha...He thought today he wants to ride when he see me.. he had brought helmet for me.. until, it rained. So he went to take public transport instead. Well, its a wise choice. Even though it didnt rain today... haha.. I cant blame you though for not riding, cos the weather did really play tricks on us this time.
Dunno y, sumhow i dunno how to bowl alrd. The other time i know.. but now I like dunno. Mr a knows how to bowl. He got the techniques right. Oh wells. The funny part is.. after going to Kallang Leisure Park.. we thought we wanna go bugis. Cos kallang leisure park like got nuthing like that. So we tap in to Stadium mrt.. and decided to go Bugis. He said he wants some sushi so I told him, we could get some at Cold Storage lah. Kesian nie anak, from last time he had longed for sushi. But then, when we think about it again.. where to go after we eat at Bugis.. we some how lost on where to go. Haha.
Then I got a brilliant idea. We tap out the stadium.. and we ate at pastamania. Haha. delicious!! BUT BUT BUT.. the fare of tapping out the mrt is 70 cents. Cos of this also, mr a make such a big noise. He said that we only took some aircon, but need to pay 70 cents. Haha, I know lah at this rate, you are saving every cent cos of your bike.. n ur paying your dad for your poly fees.. but den again, its just 70 cents sey! -.- Haha. How cute la dear..
Mr a complained to me that he thought he should have ride today, cos.. it didn't rain. Then I told him, ok lah.. no need to complain cos we cant predict the whether.. but this mr a began to sulk. He kept quiet through out. Haha. Every time he tell me this, "Where's the manager? I want to see the manager.. I dun want to seat beside this girl" Tsk2. be careful for what you wish for. ook. Then me n him sit at waterfront.. take some fresh air.. and we go off by 9.00pm. We took the bus n alight at cityhall. He die2 wanted to take bus 960.. but i force him to take the bus same at my bus stop. Haha. but at last he just sent me at my bus stop at city hall, and walk back to his bus stop. ~Wooot. Somehow, I find that kindda sweet.
Good night. *I'm still singing the song, you are the only exception.. thinking why am i the only exception to you?Labels: mr.a
♥ Whatever. ♥
Tuesday, June 8, 2010 ( 9:44:00 PM )
I don't know what to say right now.
Things with mr a has been fine. Until today, when there is a misunderstanding. Ok, well to me.. its a misunderstanding. But to him, I don't know (unless I ask him) tsk3. He seems upset. And I'm as well upset. I mean we've been through a lot together rite. And what happened today, we keep on telling ourselves.. "I tau I syg u k". Dear god.. let this be over. P:S mr a.. u really got mood swing u know that? Yesterday you msg me "hehehe".. now there's "hmmm k" "hmmm yalah". it's totally a split personality.. Fyi.. things had been great the past few days u know. really2 great. Shucks. Let me just get off my bad mood.. and I'll update my "happy posts about mr a" some other time k.Labels: mr.a
♥ The Happiness Is. ♥
Sunday, June 6, 2010 ( 11:30:00 PM )
Mr a parked his bike under my block. He's from his colleague's wedding at yishun. I thought we are suppose to mit at 3pm you know.. However, this guy here called me at 2.00pm saying that he's ready to meet me when he's alrd at yishun?!? Haha. There's like no advance warning sey.. And I'm still on my bed. I need 1 hr at least to get ready. Now, how to meet him on time. From yishun to my place by motorbike, isnt it damn near? You're talking about a 15mins journey lah sey!
So, I quickly go bath.. and without any further delay.. I go and get ready chop chop! I manage to put on sum make up and eyeshadow. Hehe.Looking at the clock, 2.40pm but mr a havent reach.. I'm starting to think where is he. 3.00pm sharp on his clock - he has reached. (Fyi, his watch is always ten mins early anyway) He always follow the timing on his clock. Haha. Such an early bird. anyway, i met him under my block.. and he accompanied me to amk hub to send nadiah's wallet. We took cab.. nadiah said she will sponsor the cab fare. But till now also no news and I haven claim. -.-
The weather is super hot ok. Especially when mr a and i are together wearing black long sleeve shirts. Awwww.. Macam matching couple like that, same colour. Heheh. I decided sumhow to eat at Tampines. Took 25 from amk.. and den 72 straight to tamp interchange. Even though the bus fare might cos a bit ex, sumhow.. I wanted to eat the ban mian @ Food Junction. However, not as nice as expected. At least.. the ice kachang is delicious ok. :D I forgot, for the fact that mr a was from a wedding. He definitely had eaten his lunch there, hehe. Well, cos of me.. heate dried yong tau fu. Cos I know, he dun want me to end up eating alone. Yeah, you're such a sweet boy after all.
Nowadays, i'm starting to realize that mr a doesn't like to buy drinks after we bought our meals. Why? Too bad. I never asked him this question.
Oook, after eating and drinking and sitting at the food junction.. we walked ard Tampines Mall and Tampines one. Checked out the sales and stuffs, and decided to go over to Changi airport instead. Heheh. Took the train.. and walked all ard T1, T2,T3. Haha. We're such crazy people who spent walking all day. Actually, the reason why we're walking so much is that.. we were looking for THE COFFEE BEAN at t3. but no have leh.. go to level 2 and 3.. no coffee bean! starbucks at T1 is damn pack. So sad. But anyways, there's Mac Donalds. We shared some mc wings meal. And I got the "header" olympic cup for upsize! (: The seat that me and him sat on today is the same place wen me n him were seated when its our ferst time going to changi airport together.. having some frappe. And yes, he remembered this memory as well.
About 9 plus me and mr a thought that we should make a move.. but then i wanted to get some titbits from the Fairprice. I manage to get my Froot Loops! And I had some troubling time looking for the non-chilled milk. Walked round and round and round and round the fairprice.. its nowhere to be found. Still upon queuing up, i saw pple buying the non-chilled milk ok. I was a bit dissapointed.. until mr a found the milk for me. Aww thanks! :D The story of teh fairprice doesnt just stops here ok. The queue was long.. and it was time consuming. Intially, me and mr a went to queue at separate lanes. But then, since his queue SEEMS TO BE MOVING reasonsably fast, i thought it would be better if i just shift over to his queue. Mine was pretty slow. Unfortunantely, it doesnt seem to happen like what we were expected. The staff was away frm the counter a few times.. And the process was slow. Time got delayed.. and wasted. 30 mins gone just like that at Changi airport ntuc fairprice! Haish.
No need to elaborate more on the ntuc story alrd.. Let it be a full stop here.
Otw hm, me and mr a took the bus ride home. At least we could spend more time with each other.. and talked about anything under the sun. Suddenly, I asked him this question.. have you ever thought if I am not wearing a tudung when you saw me for the ferst time, would you still ask for my number? He replied.. you think just because you wear tudung only i will ask ur number? I will still ask for your number, he added on. Then I asked him back, so if you ask for my number when I am not wearing tudung & elfi (amri's fren) too asked for my number, would you give way to elfi if you found out that he likes me too? Mr a nodded and replied, ya.. Wow. I suddenly sensed that he's truly being truthfully honest.
And from here. I get to know his story...
He told me about how his fren (Firman) who liked a girl. This story was long time ago. And i knew about it.. when firman started to go to arab street and had a crush with a gerl name Nadia. Cos firman was shy to ask for her number.. mr a asked on his behalf. And so.. both mr a and firman is msging Nadia. OOOK, i dunno that mr a msgs nadiah. Nvm.. i msg other guys too u know. So I wasnt really mad. Then, mr a told me that when firman confess his love for nadia.. she told firman that she actually has feelings for mr a. But firman, as mr a fren.. told nadia that mr a is sleeping ard w gerls and he clubs. and from the way firman is telling nadia abt mr a.. it sound as if mr a is really a bad man. In my heart.. i was like telling myself - "Wait until nadia knows that mr a has a friend & dating a gerl that wears tudung.. den only she will realize that firman had been talking bad about mr a. And what firman said doesn't make sense." Cos.. i know mr a for like one yr plus plus now.. and i believe his circle of frens is just some guy frens and he's such a faithful little person. And if nadia were to discover that firman was lying to her, im just scared that she would turn things some other way round.
He also shared w me an incident when mr a, hykel, firman n nadia were at arab st.. nadia chose to sit beside mr a. And the way i felt it.. its like she may have still some feelings for him. Even firman, her current bf was shocked about it. However, till today.. despite what firman has done to mr a.. this mr a here is just willing to forgive and forget. Just like the stuffs that I did to him.. he forgive and forget. He nv mentions it back. And every time when we're meeting up together.. it's like every time we are having a fresh start despite our bad moments. Well, this is what I like about mr a.
Going home time.. I said goodbye to him under my block, and finally remembered to show his way back home via my iphone gps. Good night mr a. And I love you too. *I could still remember when you start saying -I love you- at the airport.Labels: a smile on my face
♥ Decide. To Meet Me Or Not? ♥
Saturday, June 5, 2010 ( 11:40:00 PM )
Its time to meet up with fafa! We went to Bugis.. ate at Tong Seng. I had my steam chicken rice while fafa has her fried fish soup with mee hoon and milk. Yummeh. enjoyed our lunch and went to BHG. She got her bday pretzie for Fariha.. and fafa accompanied me to Bugis Street. I bought one top. Hehehe. Then we chilled at Coffee Bean @ Raffles Hospital. She had her cofee, while I had my hot chocolate with marshmallow. We also had the ceasar salad. Yummeh,again! We then talked and talked and talked.. till it was 7pm. She had to go off for her night shift. Also.. today.. the thing is,.. mr a is confused about meeting me today. And i sumhow got pissed and almost frustrated with his behaviour.I mean like.. seriously?!?!?!?!?!?!!!
@ 2.19pm ~ Mr a then gimme a missed call. ..Mr a called me to say.. "I thought I want go out with you today". But I told him I had plans with fafa alrd. So yeah, he decided that its ok not to meet me today..
S: u gi mane nyari? u tk ckp nk klua ngan I. so I make plans lor,, den now u with ur frens?
A: Ya.. tkpelah b. U at bugis eh?
S: yeah.. fafa nees but pretzie also. I want go bugis st. u kat ne?
A: i at bukit merah dear..
5.03pm
A: I thought wan lepak with you at Arab st
S: Ooh ok. haha. I'm free at 7pm though. I dunno if u want la.. cos fafa got nite shift. but if you think by doing this.. making u a second option thingy is a big deal.. den i wont see you today.unless if ur free nw n want join us at cofee bean bugis.. den we are here at raffles hospital chilling. ur most welcome to join dear (:
A:ooh what time u wil be at coffee bean?
S: Till 7 plus? u want me to wait here for you? or if u want, I can mt u at Arab St.. (:
A: Oooh. but if u stay at coffee bean
A: takpelah bie
S: den i wait for u at cofee bean?actually I dun get it. u nk meet i ke tknk sey.. skejap ckp nk jumpe.. skejap ckp tknk,i mcm dah confuse.i cn wait at cofee bean if you want.but i dunno wat u want nw. it's a matter of u want to meet me or not?if u dun want.. i cn just head home u know.bie, wats ur plan actually
A:ok i meet u. hmmm i park motor at arab st je lah
S: ur frens will be there also?
A:No. i meeting my colleagues at other place
S: so i will still see you? once u reach Arab st u tell me k. :D u meeting ur colleagues what time?
A: hmmm. I think i just mt u tmr la. Shan't disturb u w ur frens :)
S: haish i dunno wat to say alrd. takpela. hv fun ya
A: Bsok I meet u ok?
S: hmmm. tmr den we talk abt it la. im going hm soon anyway
8:48pm
S: u kat mane? I'm sorry if i sound a bot frustrated just now. but i dunno y suddenly its hard for you to make up ur mind whether we should meet today or not.also, u can easily decide to mit me tmr..without even knowing if im free.if im not free tmr, would u still meet up w me today after deciding that we shudn't meet? honestly bie
A: i make plans w my frens alrd. thot want mt u for a while but very difficult. nvm, if u cant meet me tmr, some other day. Wer u?
S: I went out alone after meet fafa. roam ard bishan. nw tired, otw home. i know u miss me that u want meet me tmr rite.. i'm free actually. so can i meet u tmr? (: heheh
A: ok i shall c u tmr
S: u sleeping late? tmr u wake up lunch time?
A: ya but im going my colleagues wedding ferst..
S: u mcm busy je.. hmm.. den wat time will you be done?
A: say 3? Hehe
S: alrytLabels: mad about you
♥ Going Round & Round In Circles. ♥
Friday, June 4, 2010 ( 11:25:00 PM )
For 3 days, our conversation are like these..
3.23pm
S~ Baby.. hello.hw r u today? everything at werk ok?its fri alrd..weekend is here (:
5.38pm
S~ see.. i msg u.. but u nv reply. haish.nvm
A~ Hais sian.. work sux
S~ Now then fast reply?ok
6.08pm
A~ I very sian w work
S~ U ok dear?i thought everythiung is ok alrd?come here *hug*
9.06pm
S~ Senyap lagik? (Silence again) Dahlah.I give up.
10.32pm
A~ Sorry dear just got back frm work. Hais. B uat ape?
S~ sleep.tired.
A~ Hmmm ok gd night
S~ tu je? i txt u baek2 tadi. but, i duno.it's either i'm the one who can't wait for u to reply.. or issit you read my msgs only but nv reply.Hmmm.I know u're tired n I dun wan make a fuss.good nite.
A~ I tgh busy syg. Pls understand. nvm.. i'm having a bad day at work. want rest. night.
You called this a conversation? It seems more of like forcing each other to msg lahh. right? Haish. Read more on the conversations we had the past few days..
June 2...
11.42pm
S~ baby, morning. imy
A~ baby girl,good noon. imy
10.23pm
S~ hello? uat ape dear?
Continuation on June 3...
8.47am
A~ Baby gd morn...
S~ yeah morn..
4.53pm
A~ Senyap aje b..
S~ halo baby..u senyap..i wish u good morning but u nv reply. den yesterday i msg,tanye u uat ape.. u also nv reply.i dunno how to msg u alrd.i mean i did try to msg.. but u nv reply.
(At night, mr a called..)
10.29pm
S~ bie..u sleeping?im otw hm alrd.yawns.. so i will see you agn this week?
A~ Ok.tc when u otw back.imy muah!
S~ imy too. good nite mwaaah
I'm starting to learn that.. maybe its just best not to even try at all. I'm sick of trying.. trying to msg you.. trying to talk to you. You are just making me more and more sick about you. Dunno y, but I am starting to hate to love. I posted sumthing at facebook. and it seems like i've been getting responses. They really want to know who left me heartbroken. Cos i said.. "I'm just staring at this facebook.. with nothing to write. What more can I say.. its a stay home friday ~ you broke my heart."Labels: mr.a
♥ A Special Birthday Surprise. ♥
Thursday, June 3, 2010 ( 11:50:00 PM )
For the first time ever, I had to cracked the brain day suprise. Wooot. Never in my life, I'd take such heavy responsibility. Usually I will just pass to sumone and let them do it. Haha. There's some hiccups though. But thank god, everything went ok for the surprise. Sandy, me, Hannah & Lynn's fiance's fren w family were there (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 22ND LYNN. This bday girl here almost want to go home.. but lucky she changed her mine when there's a bday surprise. If not, i dunno wat we'll do at amara sanctuary after prepared for the surprise. Haha. Funny thing is, i still can pretend as if I'm at vivo walking all alon.. while she is complaining how bad her bday cos her fiance nv plan anything for her. But she was wrong.. Hahah. Best pe kene surprise!! And I wasnt at vivo lah when she call.. I was at the room preparing the stuffs ok. Hurhur. My colleagues think my dressing is quite funny cos what im wearing is very brownie. But den i think its ok le.. Haha. Actually, I'm experiencing wardrobe malfunction now. Everyday, its an early morning rush. I just grab what I could. tsk... Wow. till now, I dunnno where I got the idea of this bday surprise. Ideas about balloons, crown n happy bday candles all. Haha. But watch out for your bday pple, there might just be another surprise. Who knows.. if god permits. Muahahaha. I was tired n damn shagged by the time I boarded the train home. Slept throught out the train journey. Lucky Sandy woke me up before I missed my stop. Thanks!
And.. presenting the mastermind who wish to plan this bday suprise for Lynn.
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♥ Crazy.. Lost.. Speechless ♥
Wednesday, June 2, 2010 ( 10:22:00 PM )
I am losing my mind. I've lost my words to say to say to mr.a..
Like totally.
Yesterday I met him.. but most of the time.. I'm like staring into spaces. Thank you mr a for accompanying me to walk around town. I've been dying to check out the sales there. At last.. I fall in love with the stuffs at new look. SALES UPDATE! if you wish to go to town.. dun forget to drop by isetan for Guess Wallets, fcuk for guys t-shirt, isetan for sportswear attire.. & "NEW LOOK" for anything girlie stuffs under the sun. Hehehe. mr a accopmanied me all around town with his boots (work attire) though. He's on standby, but yet I met him for dinner at 6.30pm.. We ate at Sakura.. then started walking to Isetan @ Shaw, Wisma Atria, Takashimaya, Paragon, 313. Yeah.. Alot of walking right? The thing is.. I dun like and it makes me worried about mr a when he likes to push himself. Already when we're at Paragon, I can see him that he's really tired. But he die2 follow me all around to the places that I wanna go. Actually, I still want to go to forever 21.. but i dropped the idea. Throughout, I tried to hold his hands most of the time.. but he's like letting my hand go most of the time. Or should I say, he dun want to hold my hand?Oooh, I duno.Labels: mr.a
♥ The Only Exception. ♥
Tuesday, June 1, 2010 ( 11:36:00 PM )
I know i have not been updating. all i talk about now is more of mr a.. Haha. pardon me. I have talked about him too much only to realize that I do actually have more things in life other than mr a, himself. Hahah. I have a social life and family life too ok.
Thursday, 27 May - Karaoke with Wawa & Ina.
Friday, 28 May - Baking muffins with fafa.
Saturday 29 May - It's a so called a family day. Cos' in the morning i was with grandma & afternoon i was with mum and my aunts.
Sunday 30 May - Visited late bf grandpa at NUH and met late bf mum & family and after that went to Lot 1 with his sister. Shopping at cotton on.. and ate at McDonalds.
Monday 31 May - Sisha at arab st, with farhanah & syidah & anjana.. Eventhough it has been publicised that today's a world's no tobacco day, some shop do sell sisha.. while other shops who abide the rules closed for business for a day. Hahah.
I have read back the previous post in my blog.. and it's like quite long. Even so, I forgot to mention that on 29/05/10.. its his ferst time telling me "Love you, bie" without even me telling him first. And at work.. I was browsing mr a profile.. until I saw his nick. Is he in love or what? Only god knows. What's with the Darling, you are the only exception.. AND.. can i have you for tonight? -.- These words are for who actually? Damn.. I didnt get a chance to ask him
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