♥ someone loves me ♥
Sunday, August 24, 2008 ( 12:40:00 AM )
even if someone loves me.. i have to be thick skin. i have to pretend that i know nothing, yes.. i have to be ignorant, because.. if i didn't.. my emotions will take over me. i know its hard for another party to accept that i cannot accept his love.. well maybe not for now. this love is still growing strong for the only one guy. and this love will only live for that one and only guy. a guy whom i've given my heart and love to. and i want to believe that nobody could replace him. because.. if i stop believing, god knows what will happen. the only thing is i'm willing to do is to love the one and only guy, and wait for him ever after.
♥ ♥
Monday, August 18, 2008 ( 2:10:00 AM )
now u know why..
that i'll come up with this link.
cos i hoped and still hoping,
that you will come to my dreams..
all day and all night.
im very thankful from God above,
for giving me the chance..
to dream beautifully
leaving sweet smile
and letting me dream sweetly
when you said
that you'll come back
for one month
i was so happy
that i hugged u from the back
and smell your perfume
cos i want to smile like before
want to be with you like before
want to talk to you like before
want to hang out with you like before
and its all in a dream
-unlike before
even when people say
"till death do us part"
i still feel that
i loved you more and more
miss you like crazy
want you so much
need you here, right by my side
but i understand
its all fated
and i can do nothing
but pray
and still believe
though far away, may our love remain strong
oh boy,
i had to admit..
that after the dream,
i cried when i think of you
cos of the past..
when i look at the mirror
remembering how you used to make me smile..
how i used to laugh and joke ard with you
how i used to dress up..
the clothes i wear..
the hair-dos i make.
its still painful than ever,..
remembering it..
make my tears fall down on my cheek.
i love you, i really do.
♥ ♥
Friday, August 1, 2008 ( 10:01:00 AM )
and i think there'll should be a 'lil bit of update.. hehe. no time to update at home, update at sch pon ok lah. smile. (:
About the maid.. Kak Wati:
Now, finally, nenek has a maid.
nenek no need to busy2 with the house work or chores anymore.
nenek have her own personal maid.to take care of her everything.
to keep things from going out of hand.
to somehow be an assistant.
to give a helping hand.
But, the maid..
she's a bit too friendly..
somehow too relax.
oh well, who cares..
as long as she does, her work..
that's what matters and thats what evrybody cares.
About a dream I had:
you messaged me,..
calling me, sayang..
calling yourself, ayang.
and that you're smiling.
and with the things you said..
you assured me that you'll be be there wherever i go..
follow me wherever i go
somehow or rather, its hard to believe
somehow or rather, its hard to achieve
cos for all i know this love that i've had
has been beautifully broken
but will still forever growing strong
i wished that i could forever love one and only you
-you came to my life with such significance
-you colour my life with beautiful reminiscence
-you bring joy to my world with full of emblazons
-you create the love in me with your own adornment
*a very short random poem. haha. maybe to be continued?
