♥ Both Days, Together. ♥
Sunday, February 28, 2010 ( 1:02:00 PM )
Me: Morning! i rindu u.. i nk jumpe u lagi, setengah mati. u ngah buat ape? sleeping at werk?Him: Haha. Mit me la. Wink!
Me: U nk mit i dear? haha. Biler u nak?
Him: Biler u free?
Me: Nyari!Other then today..I'm free on mon-thurs n sat. U ngah buat ape?
Him: Main psp.. :) hehe..
Me: Bie, I dah ilang you bile I free
Him: Nari pon boleh.. :)
Me: I'm going bukit timah jap lagik.. I see you after work k. Nak jumpe kat mane.. I duwan go town sick of it already.. haha.
Him: Tau tkpe.. Hehee,, Anywer can. U g bt timah 4 wat?
Me: Ehs.. I think bukit timah.. It's redhill there. Redhill bukit timah or bukit merah? I confused.. haha. I go there give present to my ex sister.. n also melawat her atok. He got stroke. Do u mind bie, if I go?
Him: B da nk pg aru nk tanye eh. Hmm, takkan i nak halang u melawatkn b. Just hpe u now tat i syg u. Noe ur limit, tats all.
Me: Bie i pon sayang u jugak,, alahai, touching la gini.. hehe. mwaaah. i miss you sayang.
Him: Ok. Text me wen ur done.
Met him yesterday.. Meeting him again today.
Labels: a smile on my face
♥ Saturday!! I See You. ♥
Saturday, February 27, 2010 ( 10:52:00 PM )
I had a date with mr.a on our usual saturdays. It's so difficult to meet each other this week. He's busy clearing up his driving practicals. Even though he did tell me Fri he took of for his driving test. And worst, it didn't occur to me at all that when he mentioned he has DRIVING TEST.. he was actually refering to TP. Haha. How can I be so belo? I thought private students has some kind of other circuits test or something.. on their own. But TP?! It's like the last thing on my mind.
I knew that he finishes work at 5pm today.
But whole day, he's being busily quiet. Not much msgs to text me anyway. When I asked him if we're meeting me at 5pm or 6 pm.. he said 6pm. I was at home getting ready, with the kind of feeling that I don't want to be late & I don't want to be early. So I waited for his msgs.. and the next moment I knew, he called me saying he's done with work at 5pm. Whereas, I'm still at home.. taking my time to get ready. Haha. I reached later than 6pm anyway.
We are heading towards bugis.. but meet up at Orchard mrt first. When I reached I thought he had board the train that I alighted. Oooh, that's just what I thought. well, in actual fact,.. he has not reached yet. He asked me to wait at Bugis first, If I want to.. Why would I want to wait at Bugis when I'm already at Orchard? -.- Then he came and sit beside me at orchard mrt station, without saying hi.
Anyway, I made a big fuss though on why he finishes werk at 5pm.. but he asked to meet up 6pm. I didnt mean to make a small matter grow bigger and bigger.. But at least tell me the reason on why he did so. All in all, without any argument he said.. The point is now we're already meeting - it doesn't matter if we meet at five or six. Hais! Oh wells, I got over it. And we head to Tong Seng. He had tahu goreng while I had my fried fish soup with Laksa noodle. It's tough eating Laksa with chopstick!! Haha. I had to exchange with mr.a for his fork. ((: Over a meal, we talked about a lot of things..
He had already eaten at Jurong with his friends before meeting me. And I'm glad that he understands I don't want to eat alone when I'm out with him. Either we eat together, or I don't eat at all. *Meanie*
Then we walked to Raffles city, chill at one of the places there. Then to esplanade. There's a lot bunch of DLSR's pple out in the streets today. Snapping pictures. And a group of youngsters tried to impress their girl frens on doing sum stunts while professionals are snapping the shots of the moments, even if it means that they'll do the stunts and tore their pants.. they will do it for the sake of the picture and the girls. Haha. I get to know more about mr a's past. About him and her ex. I could feel that she really do take care of him. And he do really take care of her. They are Gfs and BFs from different schools.. but yet they manage to stay on for 6 yrs. I'm impressed.
Well, that's their story. I don't know what's my story gonna be like, with mr a.Labels: mr.a
♥ Cash Studio - Cuppage. ♥
Wednesday, February 24, 2010 ( 11:18:00 PM )
Today was random. Supposedly meet Lynn. But I had to collect the WIAT test book from these gerls today. I need to pass the books to the in-charge tmr. Haiz, a bit of leceh bout the book. Cos the in-charge prolly could ask us to return straightaway after we finish the assignments. But instead.. after 4 mths, they coming back to look for us and ask for the book!? Confirm last minute thingy ehs. Haha. It's okay, we're just normal human beings. Anyway.. i get to play with the wawa's sony DSLR! It's cool I tell you.. Went KaraOke. ((:
I'm starting to miss going out with Lynn! No meet ups for the month for February. ): Next month, March.. let's make sure we do meet ok!
Labels: all about having fun
♥ Today's Simply Tuesday. ♥
Tuesday, February 23, 2010 ( 8:12:00 PM )
I'm free today but mr a is not. He's out with frens. And me? Went home straight after work.. Wah, what a good girl I've become. Hahaha. Actually, you know.. it's best that after work.. you went straight home. Because you can avoid urself frm spending lots n lots n lots of things. Now, look who is talking.. It's me sara the lady who's in a budget saving mode. Heys,.. money don't fall from the sky for free. So we need to start saving!! At least, I'm still trying to. Hehehes.
23/02/10 - With Ms Ame, a.k.a my long lost Dondut Friend. (Heheh)
Labels: all about having fun
♥ The Story Of Me And Him. ♥
Monday, February 22, 2010 ( 11:43:00 PM )
Our story starts here.
Me: U dah check ur schedule?im left with Tuesday and weekends free.
You: Tmr I mtg my frens. Weekends then.
Me: Wats ur schedule like for this week? Thurs u free as well? Now when I think of it.. it kinds kills to wait for weekend. ): need to wait so long…
You: Thurs I got driving..
Me: Wed? Hmmm. Okay lor. I’ll wait to c u weekend.. Den baby plan ape nyari?
You: Duty dear..
Me: Seems like this wk is a busy week for u too.. alrite, wkend will just be perfect. I’ll see you when I see you.. till den, I’m missing u dear.
Ooohs. It happened again. Things like this,.. it’s common between the two of us.
When will it end? Or rather, when will it stop? Is it you.. or is it JUST me?
Well, maybe.. it’s the both of us.
We are busy with our daily stuffs. You and your driving. Me and my weekly routines.
Something’s wrong somewhere? I think there is.. But I don’t know what it is.
How many times must we been through this?
The End.
Outing with Amelia today.. We needed some starbucks to chill. But due to my killer heels. I can barely make way there. We just had our dinner with her Bf. Accompany him to eat a while. Then we proceed to esplanade to take pics. Omg, Guess who I saw when I alight the bus at esplanade bus stop. It's Shukri!!! Arrrgh. My long time secondary school lover. Hahaha. Ak him wat he's doing there at the bus stop.. And he said he wenr to meet his fren at Marina.. Ohhh, meet his fren.. His fren?
Nah. I didnt ask him who's his fren is. I was just thankful for that. ((:Labels: all about having fun
♥ A Date With Him Again. ♥
Saturday, February 20, 2010 ( 10:45:00 PM )
It's Sat. Mr. a's off day for this month.. Met him at toa payoh.. supposedly we are suppose to meet at 4.45pm. But he's gonna be late.. Den postpone to 5pm. But in the end we reach at the same time, in the same train.. wearing the same colour clothes.5.20pm! Hehehe.
Went to eat at Fork & Spoon. Played POOL. Woooo! Had Fun (: Drink Bubble Tea from sweet talk.. shopped at value dollar shop. And chill at the 12th storey sky park of a HDB flat. Yeah.. Cool rite? A park at the 12th storey, oohs.. how cool is that?
Went home by train.. I asked him to msg me when he reached hm. But he didn't. Beofre I went to bed, I had to text him again again if he has reached hm. And he said.. Of course. Isyh! Next time.. I dun want ask you to text me wen u reached home. Haiz. If that's what you prefer. Be it that way.
But then again. Today's too much of coincidence. :D Good Nite pple.
Kasihmu, Di luar jangkaanku
Sulit rasanya hidupku tanpamu.. Usah kau pergi jauh
Aku berjanji, Cintamu ku bawa mati
Tak inginku mula cerita baru.. Diriku teruntuk kamu
Setiap nafasku berpesan padamu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan diriku
Sentiasa hadir di jalan hidupku
Yakini cintaku untuk kamu
Aku menanti, Ketibaan hari itu
Saatnya kau mengucap cinta sejati
Dua menjadi satu
Aku mengerti, Kata-kataku percuma
Hingga tiba suatu masa.. Semuakan menjadi nyata
Setiap nafasku berpesan padamu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan diriku
Sentiasa hadir di jalan hidupku
Yakini cintaku hanya untukmu
Sentiasa hadir di jalan hidupku
Yakini cintaku untuk kamu
Untuk kamu ku serah segala.. Untuk kamu ku beri bahagia
Untuk kamu ku janji setia.. Untuk kamu...
Aku berjanji, Cintamu ku bawa mati
Tak inginku mula cerita baru
Semuanya untuk kamu
(Song/Lyrics: Taufik Batisah - Nafasku)
Labels: mr.a
♥ If I Ever See You Again. ♥
Friday, February 19, 2010 ( 11:58:00 PM )
Meeting him tmr! hopefully..
Labels: words that you said
♥ I'm Reasoning Things Out 'Bout You. ♥
Thursday, February 18, 2010 ( 10:11:00 PM )
Lynn taught me a lesson today.
L: If he really wants to keep u for his future wife,den definitely he wants u be his gf. y isit so hard to make u his gf if he really knws he love u?
S:Maybe cos he dun want r'ship probs.. or he's taking things slow
L: But then, no relationship you guys still got prob . So wads the diff? U guys treat each other as gf bf
Come to think of it.. I'm still living in a denial. Even though I'm starting slow in giving up on mr a.
I've come to a conclusion that its pointless of us being frens. Wats the point of sticking to him.. but he cant be there when I needed him. More and more we are behaving like strangers. More and more I'm just clueless bout him. I feel he dun understands me.. and likewise. I don't like this feeling.
Furthermore, it's more difficult for us to communicate.
Wat's the point of having our contact number (hp/home) plus msn or email, when we dun contact each other via these means of communication. And wat's the point if we do go out.. but at the end of the day, we argued y dun we take initiatives to ask each other out. 'It has always been me'.. 'It has always been ME'.. 'IT HAD ALWAYS BEEN ME'.. we have this common mentality and attitude. That is a problem.
All these things happen for a reason right? And I dunno how long it gonna last. Maybe temporary. Maybe forever, Maybe.
And even if we do talk to each other.. I feel that the more we talk, the more we are making no sense. What is happening to the both of us? AND what is going on with the things around us. I felt like I know you, but I don't know you. Sometimes, things are just better left unexplained.
Talking about that.. mr.a has now updated me with the latest info of his ex. She has broken up with her newly found bf. And she will be chasing after him, again? She has already come back for him all the while.. and I guess she has no interest in any guys other than him. why not she come back for him now, since she has no other guys left? We'll just see.
**For all I care, screw this shit.
After work, I went shopping alone. Bought a dress for $15.. originally, 99 bucks. Haha. Worth it sey. Fyi, I don't need mr.a to survive. I don't need men to survive. All I need is just a fren. Who's there for me when I need them.. regardless of gender, race, or religion. Haha. World peace k?
Oooh gosh. I'm so mad with mr.a till he drives me insane. Labels: mad about you
♥ A Clumsy Day. ♥
Wednesday, February 17, 2010 ( 11:09:00 PM )
Time passed by so slow.. And as usual.. I'm late for werk. Prolly, today's more of a clumsy day for me. Before leaving the house, I forgot where I put my phone. It's like its in the house sumwhere.. but dunno where. Den reached ssdc for (final theory test) ftt practice.. but i left the book at werk. haiyo. I proceed with the ftt practice, when i know nuts about ftt! isyh.. can uh like that? haha.
Yeah, the picture says it all. Me and fafa bake these during Valentine'd Day. Nice? :D
Speaking of these muffins.. If you happen to spot the muffin that has the letter "A".. that's for mr. a. But since yesterday wen i met him i forgot to bring, i asked him again.. if he wants his muffin, so that we can meet up.. But he says the muffin become spoilt liao.. In malay - Dah basi. Isyh.. Where got muffin easily spoil one. Grrr. IF YOU DUN WISH TO EAT THE MUFFIN, THEN JUST SAY LAH. No need to give reasons and explanations that the muffin that I bake for you is already spoilt. *Pfffft.
It feels as if its difficult to talk to mr a now. Where is the guy that i used to know last time. I miss him. The cute, yet sweet kind of guy. Haiz.
Labels: blogging this blogspot
♥ You Chose, To Meet Me Instead. ♥
Tuesday, February 16, 2010 ( 11:52:00 PM )
Yeah! Just finish meeting mr a just now.. Went to orchard den to millenia walk.. and again, lepak at ard the singapore flyer.
Well, my early morning began wen i was awaken by a msg by mr a and together, bout a dream of late bf. Which one do i story first? Okay.. let's start with late bf. Sumhow, nowadays.. i missed him so much. Mostly cos I feel neglected by mr a and I think about late bf too much. I mean, if late bf is still here.. all these things won't happen rite? That's just the feeling that I've had these few days.. Till, I dreamt of late bf that he said.. me n him have break up. But we got back together again. And after saying that, we hugged and take picture together. And the scenario of the dream? It's at my house.. just right at my living room. And late bf wore white top.. In general, for those who had pass away and appear in our dreams, must we dream of them with white top? If they're in white tops, issit really them? Or issit just sum devils playing with our dreams? For all i know, I missed him. ):
Okay, about mr a now.. Ferstly, this morning he msged me saying that he would like to meet me. What! Again, i think i'm dreaming when I read his msg.. so reality check.. yeah, he cancelled his plans with his frens.. just to go out with me. Wah, finally.. you really made me feel that I mean sumthing to you. If not, you can just go ahead lah with your frens to roller blade at east coast.. den c what happens next. tsk3. I am so angry that i cant meet him such that I began to be the very irritating and sarcastic gerl. Until, mr a dun want to reply my msgs. ):
But at the end of the day.. he still meet me. I told him that it's very difficult to talk to him nwadays. When I;m talking about "a".. he's talking about "b". and when I'm talking about "b".. he's talking bout "c". There.. I think me and him finally get wat we are trying to say about each other - communication breakdown. But then again, we are still werking it out somehow. We plan of ways to improve this up and downs.
Before going home. he just had to have his kiss. Haha. Sshhhhhhh! Good Night.
Oooh ya. In the morning, accompanied granny to Sultan mosque (before meeting mr a). Since me and mr a knows that we are mad at each other, we didnt really talk while having lunch cum dinner. Untill, he starts to break the ice and talks about my grandma. Haha. Nenek pon bleh jadi topic eh? Hurhur. And while having our lunch cum dinner, even though he already has eaten.. I asked him to eat with me at Far East's Sakura. I don't want to eat alone. Either he eats with me, or I dun eat at all. Hehe. Sayang jugak u kat I? He ate mee goreng with fruit punch. While me,.. singapore fried bee hoon. yum yum..
I did bake muffin for mr a during V day. But shucks! I didnt bring it to meet him today.. I forgot. Haiyo. ):
**Grabbed From BORDERS** I manage to get it.. Like Finally. Hehehs.
Labels: mr.a
♥ Oooh, Not Again! ♥
Monday, February 15, 2010 ( 2:05:00 PM )
12 Feb..
S: Baby, u kt mane? da tido eh?okay lor. gd nite n swt dreams. haiz.
A: Gd morn dear. U tgh tdo eh? K lah.. Hais.. swt drmz..
13 Feb..
A: So baby wat issit u cn lie to me abt e feelings inside bt not to urself?
S: erm, nothing.. tkde pape. u meeting ur frens later rite? hv fun kays.
A: Ok, kip it to urself then. U enjoy ur weeknds too
S: it's not that i want to kip it frm u.. sorry for nt being open n honest nw.i let u knw wen im alrdy ok.One day i critekn. dun forget dinner n imy
A: Till then, i wont tok to u so tat u'll rmbr to tell me.. Gd nite
S: asal ngan u sey..i bebual ngan u baek2. abeh u dun wan talk to me? ok, i'll talk to myself then.happy?as long as ur happy,im happy.gd nite!
14 Feb..
S: do u mean it wen u say u dun want talk to me?
A: I will tok to u only after u tell me. So tat u'l rmber
S: nw u already talking to me dear.. u replied my msg. (: im baking mufifns the whole day today.. later i txt u i tell u k. gong xi fa cai n happy valentine's!
A: Nvm dun wan tell me its ok. I dun wan force u to open up to me. U cn kp it to urself so do i
S: i didnt say i duwan open up.. i just say give time wen im ok. i was actually sad bout thurs meet up.u wanted to go hm early bt i wanted to spend time. since u said u werking on sat n fri.. i understand tat we nid to go hm early. almost cried in frnt of u wen u say gdbye.. bt im okay nw.
S: and the thing bout i lied is that i was pretending tat im ok bout thurs incident,bt actually im nt. haiyo.. n dis is nt the ferst time it happen. i was also sad bout the way we had to go hm after watching the ugly truth shw. jumpe aru skejap. n its hard to communicate w u nwadays. dah senyap bie?
A: I tok to u l8r
Abt 10 - 15 mins later i received phone call frm mr. a. The conversation is only about him asking me with regards to my msn nick abt wat's my feeling inside.. And i just told him that i feel i dun mean anithing to him. Talked only for a while.. And he made a remark - BEST PE CELEBRATE VALENTINE'S DAY NGAN FAFA, BEST FRENS FOREVER. Isnt he being sarcastic? I ended the call. He asks me to msg him ferst.. bt then he continued our msgs.
A: Baby girl, im sorry if u felt that way. Anw enjoy ur time w ur frens.. I miss you
S: den wats ur thougts wen i say like that?wat u mean wen u say i celebrating valentines day w fafa? u actually want to celebrate v day w me?i miss u too..
A: I just want to spend time w u. I missin u badly now.. :(
S: there..c wat i mean. i felt that way on thurs.n i gt a shock of my life wen i gotta go hm early. baby also nv say want go out w me today ): u dah ade plan tmr?
A: No cupcake... :) wat u doin?
S: waiting for fafa to cook. im hungry.. haha. den when want to mt me dear?
A: Asl b tk msk? Dunno hw to cook uh? Die la lidat
S: haha. y die? its okay if i duno how to cook nw. i can take up cooking courses.u ajar i masak with tlc lah bie. nk tk?
A: We end up doin smth else. Wink! :P
S: teach me kays.. i dah nk dinner. jemput mkn! yummmy.
A: B slp alrd? Im slpg nw. Gd nite. :) imy
S: lum. i ngah nk decorate muffin.. u nk sum muffin tk? ok, u slp ferst k..
15 Feb..
S: u nk meet i bile bie?
A: Anitime hersheys.. :)
S: ape je anitime.. pick a date marshmallow.. haha
A: Today? Haha
S: tmr? i hv family bday party today..hmmmmmmmmm. yay! we're mtg up.
S: baby free tmr rite?
A: Not sure. Might b going out w my frens
GREAT! Here we go again. Is it my fault or your fault now? Why is it like we cant tell each other that we want to meet badly. Why cant we even fix a freaking date. Last week u've just met ur frens on Sat. And you're meeting them again tmr? When you want to meet me dear.. Haiz.. Now, like I've said on the phone with you.. I don't mean anything to you at all.
Don't say sorry boy.. Cos you're sorry doesn't mean anything to me now. I just don't wish to talk to you anymore.. i was hoping for a meet up. But this is wat happens.Labels: words that you said
♥ I Can't Hold My Tears, I Cried. ♥
Thursday, February 11, 2010 ( 11:30:00 PM )
We had our dinner at BBQ Chicken restaurant since they have this 1-for-1 dinner & lunch promo. Mr a and I dine in at the Orchard Cineleisure. Just now, I was suppose to meet him at about 6.15pm. But I reached at 6.30pm and he's not there yet. How can he be late rite? He's rarely late.. So I called him and he's at Somerset mrt. What he's doing there? Waiting for me? Haiyo.. He specifically said meet at cineleisure. Ok fine, I waited. 15 minutes gone to waste lor.
We planned to watch the 14 blades show. Cos this guy said we never watch chinese movie together before. So, for a change why not?
I felt like crying in front of him the moment he says goodbye. Thats it for tonight? It's so short. But I hold my tears.. Only after we part, I couldnt control how sad I was.. and I cried. Walking alone at orchard road in heels, there's tears in my eyes.
It's like when I met him today.. I knew sumthing was wrong. As if he's not okay.. cos he seems to be stress with work. But he can't just react like this as if he's not himself. I mean, if he has problems at werk.. at least we can talk about it and he can pour it out to me. I am willing to be his listening ear. But if he continues like this, it would be difficult for us. I just dun understand wat your doing sumtimes.. and I dun understand where do I stand in your eyes. And with my tears, it accompanied me through out my bus ride home. I can't help it, but to cry. The very moment when I thought we could spend time.. you choose to go home. I don't want to argue with you anymore. Good bye, Good nite.
This is not the 1st time you said good bye after watch movie.. and this is not the first time I cried in the bus on the way home. But this seems to be the worst that I've cried. If only you knew, and if only you understand. Things would have been so much easier. God, help me please.Labels: words that you said
♥ You Met Me Halfway. ♥
Tuesday, February 9, 2010 ( 10:54:00 PM )
Like I said on my previous post, me and mr.a met again today. We had lunch at Marina Square.. and chill at around Singapore flyer there.. wah.. very nice to chill I tell you. For someone who loves to go to chill at the beach at nite or sitting at the steps along Singapore river.. I am sure you will prefer to chill at the Singapore flyer, instead. Haha.
The breeze there is nice.. I loike!
Dunno why today mr a kept on singing the Meet Me Halfway song by Fergie. Haha.. He was saying the way that fergie sings is sexy.. Wateva k. And we debated on wats the actual lyrics of the song gonna be like. Cos.. we forgotten the lyrics!!! Haha. So, we came up with all sorts of lyrics.. As such as "Meet me halfway, right across the border line is where im gonna wait.. for you.. " And we try so hard humming the lyrics to match the tune. We even stopped at the a shop which is playing the song.. Just to even listen to chorus part ok... Omg... to that extend lah... Haha. End up.. I played the song on my phone.. And yessa!!! We manage to get the lyrics RIGHT.. Aren't we proud of ourselves?
As we were sitting and chit chatting, I asked him this.. Ehs, your family got ask any question about me? Then he say have.. His mum and sister did ask. Especially his sister, came up with questions like..
How you and Sara? Mr a replied, Okay.. Dating.
Dating still? When is the right time? Mr. a didn’t have an answer.
Then I said to him lah.. "your sister asked you.. when is the right time... When is the right time uh bie?" His answer to my question is - When it is the right time lah.. So I asked him again, When is the right time? At last, he's like "you nak tau wen is the right time.. or my sister nak tau?" Haha! I told him since his sister wants to know badly when is the right time, I helped to ask on his sister behalf la.. Hehe. But in actual fact, of course I wanted to know when is the right time. I want to know, when he will feel that its the right time for us. Eventhough, we are together but we're not bfs and gfs.
But then again, some part of me felt good bout us being this way..
There'll be no commitments.. And we are still free to do wat we like. We dun have to report strength so much. And we dun have to care bout each other so much. Rite? Haiyo, reality is.., Deep down inside, I know I want to be with him.. But I am still unsure about us. I want him to love me, more than I do.. And I'm badly hoping for it so that he would already know how to take care of me. Be it now or in the future.. But this guy that I've been dating with.. urgh,.. doesn't tell me that. My hope may be crush anytime. I guess by now, from all my posts about him.. you'll already know how he's like.
That's it bout today. Let me just stop here.Labels: words that you said
♥ A Beautiful Date. ♥
Sunday, February 7, 2010 ( 11:48:00 PM )
I am so craving for this! I want to eat LJS.. ):Labels: a smile on my face
♥ Messages From Him. ♥
Saturday, February 6, 2010 ( 10:28:00 PM )
Yesterday..
Damn, im still havin sitewalk. Hungry like hell. Hmm tmr I duno wer to go oso
11:26
Yeah. Ok gd nte b.Imy. :)
22:38
Today..
B, today cant mt u. I got meetg till 8. Tmr can?
13:56
I am damn sad when he msg this.. Unknowingly, my eyes were wet with tears. Im hurt.
From yesterday morning, I asked him.. where do we go to when we go out? Yet he could reply.. he dunno where to go also. And yesterday nite, we are suppose to discuss on where to go.. But when I wished him good nite.. he just wishes me good nite too. Ok fine, we no need to discuss about our outing on 05.02.2010 - Fiday ok?
Then today, at noon I asked him if he finishes at 6pm.. and to my surprise, he's got a meeting till 8pm. And he suggested to meet tmr instead.. Rabak pe u! If you nak meet I nyari.. u can just meet after your meeting rite? Right from the start when I know that kite tak discuss ape2 pon sal today's meet up.. I knew that sumthing's gonna happen. At last.. betol jugak firasat I.. kita tk meet. You nak tau tk.. I thought you leh teman I nguk my kawan nyanyi.. I dah dapat concert tix for this NYP musical thingy.. so I thought kalau kite tkde plan gi mane2.. I thought I leh ajak you ke.. ( I mean seriously what.. kite mane ade plan). Tapi akhirnya.. I nguk nie concert sorang2 lah eh? You suke pe I nguk concert nie sorang2!! Isyh.. sumtimes I dunno if you really2 care or you dun care at all.. Let me tell you this, whatever! I dah malas ngan you.
I'm not trying to be the unreasonable one here.. but try to use your brain and think lah.. I asked you to call me when you reached home safely after we went east coast.. But u didnt.. End up I could see that you msn.. When you msn, you dah tk pernah tegur I lagik.. Tak pernah ckp HELLO.. Tak pernah ckp GOODBYE. Dulu memang lah you pernah ckp hello ngan goodbye. Tapi skarang, jangan harap okay. Nie dah satu hal.. Den sal kite sms? Lau I sms bukkannyer u nak jawab.. Dah lah I tau you nk budget sms. So you will call me instead lah kn? Therefore, I nk cam undersatnding nie.. I tknk msg u lagik often.. Cos I know you want to budget. I wait till at nite je, den I contact you. Tapi malam pon u senyap.. Ape nak jadi nie.. Takde Good morning.. Takde Good night. Haiyo! You know communication is very important to me kn?
Then today.. we are suppose to meet up. Tapi tak jadi.. Dah lah susah nak contact you. Skarang nie, susah nak meet up pon? Isyh! Yelah, tk compulsory pe kite nk kene meet up every week.. Thats wat you said, remember? Oooh, I so hate you. Anyways, I went to werk today with my tudung stained with eyeliner.. and my sandal's stone went missing. Urghh.. Bad day.. Den now, u telling me kite tak jadi meet up. Thanks lah eh. Akhir2 nie pon.. kite jarang msg pe.. kite pon jarang bebual. I kat dunia i.. U kat dunia u. You nak budget sangat kn ngan u nyer sms.. I tknk jumpe you bleh?
I mean I try to understand you. But you're just my problem rite now. Irritating shitz.Labels: words that you said
