This may be my last time, eversince I told you.. I love you.

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"As i looked back at those memories, at those days.. i shed a tear.

As i looked at your lovely pictures.. i shed my tears.

As I cry,.. I'm missing you. And as I type,.. I'm loving you.

And as I love you,.. I need you. And as I'm thinking of you,..I want you."

With these words I say to you, I write my poems just for you.

If you were to heal me from a broken heartache, & if your love..

is meant to last for my entire lifetime, till then...

*imdreamingofyoualldayallnight

Date Of Birth: 28 December 1988
Hometown: Singapore

♥ Think 'bout Marriage? ♥

Friday, November 25, 2011 ( 9:39:00 PM )

Exams are finally over! Yay. So does baby's exam. Haha. I'm calling him "baby" now am i?

Today after his exams.. we met at bugis. Went to eat Tong Seng. Then go for a massage. When we reach the meassage place he's in for a shock.. "This one is just for ladies right, cos got waxing and all."And confidently, he continued "I just wait for you outside while you go for massage.

At this point of time, my heart and mind says DON'T BE RIDICULOUS.In the first place, I did tell him that I've enquired if its for females only. The massage said males could be included. But it's not that worth coming back you know. Firstly, we're not sure of the place.. Where the hell issit? Second, its just not worth visitting. The one at DeBeaute is definitely much better, gosh.. am I into self pampering myself alrdy? Now just gone for massage.. Next, thinking 'bout Jean Yip pedicure and manicure. Haha. Too much money to spend eh? Bonus.. Bonus.. Bonus. LOL In any case, luckily I didn't book this massage for his bday gift. Hehe. If not, can drop water face you know. -.-

So eventually after the massage and all.. we're feeling hungry! Went to NEX.. and manage to open up joint account as planned. Whuttt!? We finally did it. O-oh. Must be consistent in savings. Though we did feel a pinch, but we're happy that we did it.

Yes, yes, we are kindda geting serious. Which it all started when he gave the signal to start saving! Hehe. Wait till the time comes. :D At least he starts to bother to find out about housing plans and all. And when he asks me 'bout the story of my frens who applied for housing.. I'm like, I dunno the details. I'm just listening to whatever she says. Of course when I dunno head, dunno tail.. I just nod throughout the conversation. Well, its not like information go in through left ear, and comes out right ear. Its just that I understand my frens stories.. but I dunno the inner depth details or background information as it is. You know what I'm talking 'bout right. Haha. *Living in denial*

Gonna go shopping with fafa, tmr. Yay. It's been sooo long since I touched down town. Baby dunwan accompany me at town. Cos he'll be like.. ade ape kat sane? and answer to himself ERP.Thanks eh.. But in any case, nevermind then. 'Cos shopping with guys sumtimes... can feel weird. Cos you'll be in the shop and they're waiting - not nice to make them wait especially when we're taking very long. Awww, how thoughtful of me! Haha. I'M SMELLING SHOPPING SOON!

It's time for a retail theraphy. Yeah!~
Labels: Random shopping

♥ Screw This. ♥

Wednesday, November 16, 2011 ( 10:33:00 PM )

I gotta put myself together seriously. Cos i feel like shyyyte.
I'm typically running away from... Right, I have no motivation. Haish. Prolly I'm just in no luck, or I dun how to pick myself up when I fall. I'm really the the bottom of my life cycle now. If life's a wheel that has its ups and downs, it's gotta be at the down side right now. This is what I mean.

I dunno what I'm doing. I dunno what I'm living for. Friday's the test.. and I'm playing tetris and blogging! Where's my direction. What I'm heading to. And seriously, not happy with sch and life.. and work. I dun like work already. Jos scope, putting up with pple's attitude.. I want to do sumthing more. My bad. I'm stuck in a call centre environment. Cleaning other pple's ass and do whatever pple ask me too. I dunno how to tai chee. That's my weakness. Eversince my boss gone away for maternity leave.. i guess my perception bout her starts to change. And, great! vice versa too. I bet her's and my boss'es boss perception changed to. It's just that if i get tired of things, I cant work.

Prolly, prolly i'm still new. That's why I'm not use to all this yet. But, just a but.. for the first time.. I'm feeling how its like to live a life properly. MUMMY'S not talking. The only person that just stood by me now is, Amri. Thank you bie. Thank you God. I felt like crying, but I'm staying strong. Prolly after next mon.. Then I can let it out. Till then, we'll meet again. Motive now, is to study study study.
Labels: late nights for my panda eyes