♥ Happy Busy Days. ♥
Monday, September 21, 2009 ( 12:13:00 AM )
Too
Many
Things
Happen
At a time.
I'll
Update..
It's
Gonna
Be
About
Family, Friends & Life
And not to forget, mr a (: Stay Tuned.
* Updated - September 12th, 14th, 15th, 17thLabels: blogging this blogspot
♥ Do I, Or Do I Not? ♥
Thursday, September 17, 2009 ( 5:58:00 PM )
Do I meet You? Do I not meet You? Do I meet You?
*These are the exact same words running in my thoughts.
YESSA! Only after i publish this post, he replied my msg @ 3.54pm. Meet him at Marina Square. Isyh.. i am late.30 mins! Forgive me for my lateness. But sumtimes, I just can't help it lah. When you're wearing tudung, you'll understand y u late. Heheh. Okays.. he dressed up today. Handsome or what! But he never iron his clothes.. haha. I like it though.. Wooo. Me and him sit and macdonalds and we chat and chat. He had his mac flurry, I had my Mango Smoothie. SWEET CRAVINGS!
Then when we seated at mac watching other people eat.. I felt like eating fries.. and he felt like eating Mc Chicken. Haha. At last, we buy a meal and share. You take the burger. I take the fries. As for the drink, fair equal amount of share kays.. Heheh. But one thing I realized when I'm with mr. a. He likes to hug me by the side.. and get close. I dunno lah. On the usual days, he do hug me by the side. But for today only, its like his habit today is he hugged me n rest his face on the back of my left shoulder. hmmm. That reminds me of that time, when I said i smell burger ramly.. he keep on smelling around my tudung area, and my shoulder. Until i put my hand on his face, to push away on what he's doing. Oookay.. i dunno if this is sumthing that I should like or not like. Cos i'm still shy with him lah sey.
I am a shy* girl. Hahah!Labels: i'll live for a better tommorow
♥ Dreaming Of His Ex-Girlfriend. ♥
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 ( 12:36:00 PM )
I had a dream that mr.a is going out with some other gerls. Someone that the gerl seemed to be happy with. They were holding hands walking, as I just stood in my dream.. watching. Only watching him and his ex. And when I walked past the lovely couples, mr a ignored me. It's like as if he never knew me.
My fights with him seem to be okay already. That's when I brought up the issue that I dreamt about his ex gf.. Sejuk ke hati you mendegarnye? & he said the only girl that he'll hold hands with is me. Haha. One moment we ok, next moment not okay.I dunno lah that guy, he's just the usual mr unpredictable I guess. Niwei, my off day today.. I wanted to meet him but he's having his bike pract later in the evening. What to do, I'll be a good gerl today lah.
Went to shop and cut my hair with bangs.. that lady cut my hair till shoulder length! Wahh.. cn say official goodbye to my long hair liao. I think thats the longest hair so far that I've ever kept! Bye bye my long hair! Heheh. After haircut, I made honey cornflakes for hari raye. This time its a success! Mum says its super yummy. (: After breaking fast, went to mosque to do prayer with fafa.. and then when i was on my way home.. mr a told me his ex msged him. automatically, i'm like omg! it's like in my dream , there's sumthing about my day that is associated with his ex.
He told me his ex msged him - sure babe, i c u after class. He replied, what for?
Then she said oh sorry i got the wrong person. As soon as I heard that, I gave him a piece of my mind.
Hello! Girls dun wrongly msged their ex. Who on earth does that? I mean seriously, even before you send the msg.. you select the name and you check who you're sending your sms to. And if you happen to tick wrongly, den you have ENOUGH time to delete the name and select another receipient rite? This incident clearly reflects sumthing..
His ex badly wants him back.
Labels: she's giving me a headache
♥ War Of The Words. ♥
Monday, September 14, 2009 ( 11:10:00 PM )
I FOUGHT WITH HIM!!
S: angry about what i said yesterday?
A: what do u think?
S: i duno.. thats y i ask
A: i think its too obvious for me to answer it
S: okay..angry eh dear?y?let me knw..open n honest pls
A: if you cn chose not to ans me last nite, im doing the same nw
S: like that eh.y till dis serious?
A: cos u nvr tell me, so no more open n honesty. and u cn just keep quiet till nw
S: i was taken a back wen u said the word crush. i guess its okay for u to be quiet n nt me. hello, u quiet too ok. and u cn just go to sleep wen clearly theres sumthng we hv to talk abt
A: but when i askd for the rite word, u dun wan ans. i wont noe till u tell me
S: sumtimes its nt just abt me saying the rite word.if thats just a crush that ur feeling, den i gt nuthing more to say. i already told u directly plus w open n honesty on how much u meant to me. even if i say it,n u say sure a t?n u dun believe whats the point?
A: told me directly?when?
S: yesterday? even if i did tell u before, u did ask me to prove u wrong. remember abt the crazy gerl who likes u?
A: yesterday i dun remember u say anithing abt liking me
S: dah lah dear.nvm.. if u tink that everything is a crush, up to u to decide
A: see.. u nvr did tell me anithing last nite. and u give up easily
S: n ur being ignorant sumtimes
A: n by u cant be bothered to prove it and just gv up like that and nw im the ignorant one?Ok.
S: y must be the one proving it?im a gerl sey u.guys should prove first. den followed by the gerl.rite?
A: Oh u conservative mindset. by me askng ur no. in the pool, already indicate my interest in u, evnthough u are ignorant by asking y i want ur number. I didn't giv up and walk away. Instead I tried to even tho its a lame excuse just to gt ur number. I cn choose to gv up n say nvm.
S: n when was the last time u told me ur feelings for me?
A; why issit difficult for you to just.. nvm
From here. It's Full stop. come on, tell me who is at fault now. Hello, just becoz i didn't say I like him more than a frend, more than a crush.. he's behaving like that. One whole day he kept quiet. And at last I have to found out myself that he is angry with me. That guy ah, really.. He's getting on my nerves. Just look at the way he's answering my questions and replying my msgs, its like he's re-directing the questions that i asked to me. Haiyo! Tell me, are we just the 2 individuals who like each other but nvr really say it? Haiz.. You not romantic lah mr. a. Egoistic guy. Urgh.
Labels: words that you said
♥ That Irritating Guy. ♥
Sunday, September 13, 2009 ( 11:14:00 PM )
Working as usual. And we msged as usual.
Today's my working day. Today's his standby day.
So what did he do at work? Walk around chinatown and shop. OG there's sale! Nothing to do at work for him... While me, I watched the Boys before flowers korea drama series at werk. Slack today. Heheh. Since lynn and wan gonna break fast outside, I thought mr a n I could join. But its like we dunno where to go. And Im just afraid things will be difficult for mr a cos after work, he went to gym at bukit batok and he agrees to meet me at town at 8 plus. He's frm town just now and he has to go back to town? Tak payah sudah. Save your trouble. Then at last we msn. But I got angry at that moronic basket!
Siti Sara: [ if you knew what you'd meant to me. ]- 9 Sept
Him (10:33 PM): anw interesting pm. what isit all about?
Her (10:33 PM): nuthing? haha, its just how i felt
Him (10:33 PM): felt abt?
Her (10:33 PM): abt you? haha
Him (10:34 PM): so ur unsure if its about me
Her (10:34 PM): no lah. im confident, just that im shy ah.
Him (10:35 PM): ok.. tell me about it
Her (10:35 PM): there's nothing much to say abt.. other than if you knew how much u meant to.. me *blush
Him (10:36 PM): so how much i mean to u
Her (10:37 PM): more than words could ever say
Him (10:41 PM): awww u sure? thats so sweet
Her (10:41 PM): u keep on saying "u sure?" its like ur doubting me like that
Him (10:42 PM): ya just wanna noe if its true.. prolly just a small crush
Her (10:42 PM): haiz.. den i take back my words lah ok. i tell you properly, den u say its just a crush. u nie...
Him (10:43 PM): then whats the right word then
Her (10:43 PM): must you even say "prolly just a small crush".. so prolly all i do these while is just a small crush?
Him (10:44 PM): i dunno.. thats y i ask whats the right word
Her (10:47 PM): what do u think is the right word?
Him (10:47 PM): dear! ans me pls
Her (10:48 PM): dun wan
Him (10:51 PM): hais if thats the case, i sleep first. night then
Tell me how can I not be angry with that guy? Irritating eh. Why must he thinks that I like him due to a a small crush. Hello, I really really do like you. Its not like a small crush lah sey. But if thats what you said and think that I like you is prolly a small crush, then you have pissed me off. Congratulations! If I were to treat you like a crush, I would have been dating other guys.. and I would have just play around with your feelings.. and I just do whatever I like without thinking anything about you.
But now it's different. I cared a lot bout you, but it end up you're telling me "prolly just a small crush". Urgh! And how can you be so ignorant that we're in the middle of sumthing, talking.. and you can just go to sleep like that. Haiyo! Super irritating guy I've ever mad! ANGRY!!!Labels: shut up and let me go
♥ SA Productions 2009. ♥
Saturday, September 12, 2009 ( 10:27:00 PM )
In the morning, I worked. Half day today... Dun want to miss my stagearts annual production. Gosh, I miss acting at the theatres already. Wooo. All those emotions being happy, sad, angry, insane. Awww, those times in NYP. Now, its the time for these juniors to take over the stage and put their utmost hardwork.. all in all to produce a good show. Well done guys, good job! I can't wait to watch the nxt year's production already. Hehehe.
After the show has ended, its taking pictures time! Gosh, I really miss all these people. I still remember those times when StageArters sit together for drama rehearsals or event reherseals, or be it for anything.. we all can go kecoh2 and talk crap here and there and laugh2 here and there. my oh my.. That's what we are, once a StageArter, always a StageArter - StageArts (NYP's theatrical and drama/dance/tmt/make-up club)
Last But Not Least, Happy 21st Birthday Farhanah!
After the production, I went to geylang. Meet up with Lynn. Pass her bag and then buka there. Haha. We're so into bags now eh? Walk2 around the geylang bazaar. Then while buying mee goreng, we saw mr.a's-look-alike brother. Hahah! Seriously.. Then after lynn went to work, i meet nadiah, mummy and aunty to do our roundings at geylang (: I love the takoyaki at the shop near singapore post! Yummeh! Next year go there again ok!
Labels: School life in NYP
♥ Planning In Disguise. ♥
Friday, September 11, 2009 ( 12:36:00 PM )
Half Day Tommorow.
MC Today.
Unpaid Leave on 18th.
Unpaid Leave on 23rd..
There's nothing to look forward to work everyday. As time goes by, you'll get sick and tired of things around you. On how things are going to be. On being forced to do things that you don't wish to do. Grab a Life.Labels: life is the way it is
♥ A Day To Remember. ♥
Thursday, September 10, 2009 ( 10:11:00 PM )
I've start watching Boys For Flowers! Thanks to Fafa eh. She recommended me. The shows has mixture of funny and sad stories. Nice storyline sey. There's so much episodes for me to watch. Around 30 episodes.. One episodes has 5 parts - one part is 15 mins. Thats 15x5x30x60 = 37.5 hrs! omg.. I've cleared 6.25 hours..
There's 31.25 hrs to go.. Jia You!
As promised, today me and mr a went out. He's late! By 5 mins only.. Confident you know that guy.. I msged him at 6pm sharp asking where he is, then he's like he reached. Of course lah he reached, he work at ion only. And when I reach at 6.01 pm, see no sight of him.. So I gave him a call. Where u, i asked. I'm in the office, he replies. Thanks ah, so much for reaching the place already eh. Hehe. But at least his lateness is no big deal compared to mine. My lateness is 30 mins sey. At least today, I made the effort not to be late. I dun want him to end up waiting for me again. How thoughtful eh sara. Haha.
Since there's time to kill before breaking fast at lucky plaza, he accompanied me walking ard town looking for my Hari Raya bag. Metro, Burberry, Guess.. But there's like none that I quite like. It's hard for the first time for me to decide as I am planning to buy a proper bag to match with casual and Hari Raya clothes. Hmmm.
Then there's 10 mins left before we can officially eat, me and him went to arcade. We played racing, at the final lap.. he won. Urgh! Again.. he won. Haha. Oh yeah! Then we also played the arcade version of hockey game. Yessa, it's a draw. First game, he won. Then next is me. Hehe. When it's time to break fast, the uncle at the malay store went in the arcade to call us to eat our dinner. How cool is that. Imagine the shop owner open the arcade door and calling you, asking you to eat. That's thoughtful eh uncle.
Yeah, the nasi ayam is nice! I love the chicken.. but the stall doesn't seem to sell lots of chicken rice. I've seen customer who went in to the shop and tried to order, they said.. the food's finish. And at the shop, there's only 4 customers breaking fast, and 4 shop owners breaking fast. Lucky there's food for me and him. Ohh, the chicken is so crispy! Puhwerr! Then soon me and him lepak at Taka. Sit down talk n talk n talk n talk.
Her: I don't know what I want to be when I grow up.
Him: Me too eh.
Me: I think if I still cannot make up my mind which career path I wanna go, I rather be a housewife. Sit at home.
Him: For you its okay lah. I cannot, I must be a bread winner.
Me: Yeah, then I got so much time at home.
Him: You can manicure and pedicure.
Me: Then duit sume masok je.. Shopping jangan lupe Hehe.
Him: Ohh.. Shopping (Mr a dah semput)
Me: Yeah.. Kesian eh my husband kalau I jadi housewife. His hard earn money will be going to me. Pamper me eh.
Him: Ooooh.. (His voice beginning to high pitch)
Me: Hehe. Then sape your bride nanti?
Him: Sape lagik, kahwin ngan you lah.
Haha. Anyhow only! Going home time.. he's hyper. Singing "it's my life" while we're walking our way to the bus stop. And sara being a confident girl, she sings "I don't want to close my eyes. I don't want to miss you babe. And I don't want to miss a thing" Rock jiwang habes.. thinking that its a Bon Jovi song, she sings it. Then mr a tegur me, you singing Aerosmith song eh. Haha! I thought thats Bon Jovi. Same2 rock song pe.. & then tk serik2 juga, sara sings the "Hey Jude" Thinking that its a Bon Jovi song. Sekali now I found out that it's the Beatles song! Haha.
Just like any other day that I meet up with him. But at least he's not wearing slippers.
Labels: a smile on my face
♥ Date To Shop. ♥
Wednesday, September 9, 2009 ( 1:09:00 PM )
There's a date with fafa today. Went to Bugis,.. and iftar (break fast) at Tong Seng. Now I find that me and her there's so much difference when it comes to shopping. She will buy what she needs only.. whereas me, I'll buy what I want.. anything that's worth it. Buy what you want or buy what you need is better? I have yet to learn my lesson in shopping. Hehe. Oh wells, at least today I didn't regret shopping. I bought a vintage bag for $20 $10! This week special offer. Next up, I would love to get some more bags. Bags for Hari Raya. This time, I think prolly I need a proper Hari Raya Bag. Bonia, Coach, Guess?
Happy 09.09.09 Everyone.
It's my off day and I felt that I manage to get lots of things done. Visit posb change my passbook, visit polyclinic, went to raffles place to collect facial mask and went out with fafa.. and when I reached home, my family's at my place. And tmr, I am gonna meet mr. a. Hehe. It's my rest day tmr! Funny lah that guy.
S: When do I see you this week? Weekend or Weekday?
A: Oh I was thinking Thursday
S: Same as me lah, I want tmr cos its my another off day. Wheee!
A: We think alike. Ok set uh dear.. Wer to buka? I was thinking lucky plaza, I heard they got nice nasi ayam.
S: Anything bie. u know me asalkan the food sedap i makan je. Asalkan perut kenyang.
A: I know, batu and kayu u nv eat je rite?
A: So we just try k, can we set e time and date?
S: Yes.. we cn set the date and time. See you at 6 tmr.. And the date is 10.09.09 (trying to be sarcastic)
A: I mean place dear
S: Ion mrt, entrance/exit there
A: Ok la no prob.. I see u tmr
Hehe. You told me to meet you "tmr", but then you still ask what date and time. Lols. At least this time its you who do the planning. Lucky not me, I think I'll be running out of ideas liao soon. But likewise every week, I got myself asking him the standard question - when do I see you this week. I have to plan my days well. Whereas him, sometimes I dunno if he really wants to meet or not. Cos even if he'll be free and he didn't say which day or date he wants to meet. That's just so mr a.Labels: cheapskating my way through
♥ Crazy Shoppers. ♥
Tuesday, September 8, 2009 ( 11:36:00 PM )
Working.. work work work. Then went shopping with Nina. Crazy customers. They want something that they can never have. Haiyo! Prolly I'm stress with work, I'm starting to shop a lot. Whatever I see, whatever I like.. buy!
Anyways, I found a good deal bag. One for $12. This is a again, a confession of a shopaholic.
Labels: Random shopping
♥ Remember Me, Remember Them. ♥
Monday, September 7, 2009 ( 11:22:00 PM )
Late bf best friend, has lost his beloved father. R.I.P.
Life is short. We'll never know when our time will come. It may be anytime. Two years ago.. it was late bf. Now, it's his dad. I guess there's nothing much left to say. Cherish the ones you love. Cherish the ones you have. You'll never know on what's to come. For every second, every minute, every day, every month, every year on whats ahead of you, you'll never know on what's to come.. For life is, unpredictable.
Dont-Forget-To-Remember-Me
I'll-Be-Back-So-Remember-Me
Please-Keep-Me-In-Your-Mind-If-We-Ever-Have-To-Part
Dont-Forget-To-Remember-Me
Lyrics - T.I Ft Mary J Blidge : Remember MeLabels: life is the way it is
♥ Things Happen For Reasons. ♥
Saturday, September 5, 2009 ( 11:53:00 PM )
So here goes. 4 gerls went out with 4 boys. The guys are the ones whom we (gerls) contact everyday.. and the ones whom we will seek in times of need.. in times of accompany. Right?
I slept at 3.30 am just now, gaming.. trying my best to break a high score record. Haha. In the morning, 8am.. mr a woke me up with his message. Asking me what I'm doing.. Of course lah sleeping! -.- My off day is today. No plans. Stay at home and rot.. Lol, well at least I did sumthing useful. I cleaned up my room. Hehehe. That's a good deed.
Then later in the after noon met mr. a. He finish work at 5 pm. So I thought I can c him at Orchard mrt and we go to Bugis together from there. But then, as usual.. Sara's late. And she met him at 5.45pm. Haha. Well, when I reached Bugis.. mr a is still waiting for me at Orchard mrt still. Eh, how I know he's waiting there. And when I reached Bugis, only he's on the way to meet me. So our lateness became more later.
At about 6pm, received call from Lynn, asking about our whereabouts. I reported me and mr a at Bugis mrt. Haha. But we end up going to National Library first to kill time. Firstly, prolly he's shy to meet my click of frens. Secondly, he kept on asking, "who's gonna be there" , "who we'll be meeting" kindda questions. And all I have to answer is - Don't Know.
Haha. Soon when breaking fast time, me and him join the rest. Lynn & Wan, Wirna & Shawn, Me & Mr A, Yani & Muhd. I ordered large murtabak and we shared. Half2. Haha, I can't finish my share. There's not much choice at victory.. How sad. Only murtabak and nasi briyani. Isyh2. I want fried mee hoon goreng! No choice, murtabak ooh.
Then we went to el-sheikh to sisha. Finally, I know where's el-sheikh! It's this turkish shop my sis has been talking about. Haha. All the while i've been finding where's el-sheikh. It's just nearby a 7-11 @ arab st and its just right in front of my eyes when I kept on asking myself.. where's el-sheikh. Haha.
We had ice mint tea and strawberry mint sisha. The place is rather hot.. air-con not working? but I love the chicken shawarma and sisha flavour and the tea. I Love It! Can I have a 2nd round please.. As we were chilling, mr a showed me his pics of his dad.. mom.. sisters. He so look alike, just like his dad. Omg, seriously. The only think I can think of is that when mr a has a moustache, it'll picture him as his dad. Just like a twin . Haha.
I know he's not comfortable with my grp of frens. Just like how I felt with his grp of frens. But it takes time I guess. He's rather quiet. I get to know his best fren.. its also time I introduce you to mine k? (:
Before we got separated form the rest, Lynn said to him.. take care of my fren ok. Awww, touching! After sisha, me and him had our ice cream cravings. Haha. He had his Cornetto Mc Flurry. I had my Strawberry Sundae. Yum yum yum. Went to mac Donald's. There, he's being his usual self. We share our thoughts.. we share our ice creams.. we talked non- stop.. we held hands as we walk. As we were having our ice cream, it strike him hard when thinks about what Lynn asked him on when he's gonna get married. Mr a is the kind of guy who wish to have his dreams first, then career. and by then get married at 30. As compared to Lynn & Wan, they'll get married at the age of 23/25. I manage to explain to him at least why early marriage is alright. Because, the gap difference betwen you and your child won't be so much.
Imagine you're at the age of 50, and your child is only 20. How sad.. How you wish you'd be much younger like 45 and your child is only 20.. At least you get to see your child settle down before your retirement right? It got him thinking hard. That there's so much in life. Other than working, sleeping, eating.. there's more to social life. Some part of him is telling him that he's still young, some part of it is telling him he's getting older. Well, about what I think.. life's not going to go anywhere. If its there, it will be just be there.
Don't do too much, let fate decide. But you have a choice.. and if you want things to happen, make it happen. Be it, if you want to study, if you want to work, if you want to get married.. just make it happen. Make It Happen. MAKE IT HAPPEN. Okays, mr a dress slack today. Glad he even realize it. T-shirt and slippers and jeans. While the rest of the guys, they dress up. He feels so selekeh. Haha, nvm lah. I'm getting used to it. First or twice when you wear slippers to meet me, I got angry. But now, I'm immune to it. As long as your comfortable, as long as your happy.. it's okay.
I begin to like him for who he is.. Love him for who he is. Be friends with him for who he is. I don't expect too much. All I ask for is to be happy with what you have, and be happy with who you are. Just be happy.
* Even though I feel he's a bit little too quiet nowadays. Labels: words that you said
♥ Silence is Golden. ♥
Friday, September 4, 2009 ( 9:56:00 PM )
Strictly no smses.
No communication.
Saw him online, but I didn't say hi. I appeared offline, cos I knew he'll be online only for a while.
What should I do? Our silence is golden.
We'l be meeting tmr but there's no planning, no updates till now. I duno if its just me who's keeping quiet or issit him who's keeping quiet. Life is about me an him now huh?
Oh wells, lets just see what happens next.Labels: late nights for my panda eyes
♥ Bohsia The Movie. ♥
Thursday, September 3, 2009 ( 11:45:00 PM )
Kindda sad ending..
Pilih jalan yang putih. Jangan yang hitam.
I love the word though.. Apa "doh" ?
Haha. (:
Labels: movie you should catch
♥ Working My Ass Off. ♥
Wednesday, September 2, 2009 ( 11:36:00 PM )
At least he's looking for me before he goes to bed yesterday! Haha. And the story goes on. Lau tk msg tk leh tido lah tu eh? Anyhow only. (: My shift starts normally today, 11.30am to 8.30 pm. The best part is.. I get to have my 8 hrs of sleep for the whole of this week. God has answered my prayers to rest well and to go out lesser. Hehe. Sara's a shopaholic, remember that. And S is for Saving!
I'm sick and tired of work already. Applied for other jobs, but I'm still thinking bout my career in the future. I'm not looking forward to work everyday anymore. It's like there's a burden for you to keep on working and working. They kept on chasing you to answer calls. Work is a not fun anymore. And there's nothing to look forward for, its pressurizing.
Oh wells. Back in the afternoon, Mr a asked me if I want to join his bf and gf and other bestie n gf to break fast today. Unfortunately, I'm working afternoon shift. Not able to join. Haha, if not 3 couples? Hmmm. Nah. I see him on the weekend hopefully.
$98 $35 - 100ml. I'm Loving It!
Labels: i'm on the job
♥ A Random Day. ♥
Tuesday, September 1, 2009 ( 10:52:00 PM )
YES!
Reality check, one whole day there goes the silent mode. Just as I've expected. My phone's like a silent mode as he's being little mr quiet. If I were to wait and wait and wait and wait and wait at msn for his name to appear, it will only appear in my dreams. Cos I know it will not appear. And seems like he's outside.. with his frens having fun? Ahh, I dunno know what he's doing now. We're not smsing. We're not communicating. Whatever he's doing now, it's like non of my business. I think only eversince that Saturday when I met up with him late, he starts to be quiet now already. I duno. And I dun want to think too much. And I dun want to ask. Oh wells. I went to get to know this guy at facebook. Gave him my msn.. and he ask for my number. Yikes.. Tell him I dun wan to give my number but he still insist. He says he's a police man but single at the age of 30. A bit good looking though, like Hady Mirza. But he's old lah. Not my cup of tea I think. Hehe. He even asked to web cam at msn. Eeeew. Enuff ok, stick to one guy. I told mr a when I get to know guys, being open and honest with him. But, when I think of it.. what's the point if I were reserve my heart for him, and I'm not ready for love whereby at the end of the day I'm afraid of what's to come. Hear my heart out.
Being a random day today. S: halo dear.. i miss you. A: eh eh so random.. Haha. I miss u too love. - Full stop.The conversation just hangs there. Let's c what happens next.
Labels: I know what I want
