♥ Dodo & Dadodidu. ♥
Tuesday, March 31, 2009 ( 11:07:00 PM )
Staying at home is madness. Life at home is getting suckier. I want to go out.. I want to work. I want to be productive away from home. Oh wells.. Never the less, you made me laugh. made me smile. and i'm somehow, cheered up. hahaha. you're the silly dodo ok!
A: c'mon dodo.. I mean wt i say too.. *Bluek hahah..S: hmm.really?haha.c'mon dodo?whats dodo sey.. care to explain.. dododadadididudu.lols.A: dodo is silly my dear. i juz made it up specially for u. hahah. sweet rite? your my dodo (:S: hahaha.. hw thoughtful. u sure u want me to be ur dodo? den u be my dadodidu can? haha.lols. sounds like baby talk. its cute..awwww (:A: haha.. ok dodo! hahah.. dodo, i miss youS: miss u too dadodidu.. you! dodo sounds like the fishball brand..haha.*p.s. I know my blog is getting shorter and shorter to read. and its filled with shorter posts and quotes nowadays. let's just let it be for now. when there's more stories to talked about.. there'll be more things to read about.PSSSST. Aaaah, yes. Now I have something to talked about. My free craig david concert tickets is ready for collection at the mediacorp reception. But whose going to watch the concert with me? hmmm. I'm not much a fan of him actually. Guess have to start memorizing his songs liao. Of course I want to sing-a-long with Craig David during his concert nxt wk! (: But nowadays, I'm at home. hardly go out yet.. when will the allied educator be giving me a call for an interview? I'm scared.. in the mean time, shall start reading..a book entitled- YOUR FIRST JOB INTERVIEW. Hehe. Desperate for a job.. aaahs, don't screw interviews please.
Amin. ~Nites!
Labels: words that you said
♥ Confession Of A Shopaholic. ♥
Monday, March 30, 2009 ( 11:49:00 PM )
FAFA! We go out today.. haha. (: Confession of a shopaholic baybeh.. Super super funny lah.. While watching the show, you can actually hear the whole cinema laughing together with you ESPECIALLY during the funny scenes. Hahaha. & thats y i love watching movies at the cinema. Aaaah, I'm addicted to confession of a shopaholic. Watched it online, and today watched at the grand cathay. OMG, grand cathay is so grand. Hahaha.I want to watch confession of a shopaholic AGAIN can? Now who's with me.. okay, i sound like a movie-holic. Hurhur.Talking bout confession of a shopaholic, I have something to confess.. haha,.. SOMETHING TO CONFESS! The moment when i lay my feets at the movie place and I smelled the aroma of popcorns. Aaaah, I told myself,.. and to fafa.. that the pop-corn is calling me. Calling me to buy it. Calling me to eat it. Calling me enjoy it. & ta-daaa.. we end up getting a large popcorn with two medium-sized drinks! Haha. *Cravings.While watching movie,.. not only we ate popcorns.. but sushi too! Home-made by fafa.. awww, sweetness. thanks! (:Yum yum. Fafa bought pretzie, shoes and bags. I bought umbrella. How cute! Hehe. Phew.. I went out today after only I cleaned the house somehow.. I'm trying to be useful at home as days goes by. Don't wanna be spoilt brat that do nothing at hm everyday. I need a life at home - part-time self-voluntary singaporean maid. Hehe. 
*save me from theh rainy days!
Labels: movie you should catch
♥ What happened? ♥
Sunday, March 29, 2009 ( 7:13:00 PM )
12.08am
Her: Hello.. is everything alright?
Him: Yes! Evrtg’s fine, Why. Wt abt u?
Her: Haha. u sure? nuthing. I’m fine too I think.. (:
Him: U tink? Wei, c’mon. Dun kip thgs frm me. Tell me wats botherin u.
Her: Nothing,really.haha.i miss u. thats all, full stop kays. Instead, I confirm I’m okay.
Him: Hmm, rili? I miss u too.. U bn quiet, nvr ask me out on my bday hor. Hahahah.. Juz kiddg!
Her: Hello, if I dun msg u.. u dun msg me? oh, u waiting for me to ask u out. haha,hw m I suppose to knoe u want to go with me on ur b’day? haiz.lol.
Him: Hahah.. Well.. Nvm.. I miss you.. Tats all u nid to noe k.
14.44pm
Him: Hey gd noon! Jmputan today? Hahah.. I got a lot nasi briyani at home nw.. Blueks.. Muak seh.. Wish u hv a gd day *Muah*
Her: nah.. i'm, at hm. nasi briyani ehs. yum yum. sape masak? u masak ke.. hehe. just had maggi for lunch yipee.
Him: Maggi? Oh Oh.. Nt good.. Hahah.. Nah my parents went alot jemputan,, Tats y gt alot! Gagagag
Her: hmmm.too much nasi briyani also nt good.very very oily.high in cholestrol and oil-consumption. den u nv follow go jemputan? haha
Him: Nah.. I wk up at eleven, all gone liaoz.. Anw i cant help it bt to hv tis feelg tat u gota smth to tell me. Do u?
Her: if evrything is fine, den there's nuthing to be told abt rite.Spent the afternoon msn with mr. a. but didn't go out with him.. usually we will meet once a week, but now.. we've broken a record. We're not meeting this week.. He's out with his frens now.. chilling at starbucks. But nah, i dun feel like joining them. If he wants to meet me, he should ask me out right? But on the other hand.. he did have a b'day off.. and I felt pretty guilty nt asking him out on his b'day. Cos he did celebrate mine. Perhaps there could be some other ways I could make it up. Let's just let it be for now. Don't Think Too Much.Ahhh, I've made a new fren.. OZZIE. Shhhh.Labels: words that you said
♥ Our Saturday. ♥
Saturday, March 28, 2009 ( 11:33:00 PM )
Went to Allied Educator Seminar at Suntec.. I'm already scared for the interview. I really do want to come prepared sey.. I want! I want! I want can? (: Ate murtabak and bee hoon goreng lagik, with lynn lagik, for lunch lagik, sungguh heaven den perutku sungguh kenyang! The new victory at Arab St. is sooo gonna be my fave kays. Lols. *Makin gemuk lah aku ye..Since I had no plans for the day, I went out with lynn.. for more than 12 hrs. haha! Full of camwhore, and full of sunlight.. Taking pictures wherever we are, get what I mean.. From suntec.. to eunos.. to vivo.. to city hall.. to eunos.. to amk.. to home (: Loving the pics! Hurhur. Confirm camwhore again next time when we'll meet again. (:Lynn's Mum, Azimah, Lynn
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♥ For you. ♥
Friday, March 27, 2009 ( 7:07:00 PM )
Lucky my blog is working.. I thought it could be gone forever.
My heart has a hole.
Something is missing in my life.
I need to get a hobby!
My memories live in tears.
I'm thinking of my life now..
I am going nowhere.
I miss how things used to be.
Why do life has to end this way.
I am not strong.
I thought I am over him.
I cannot lie to myself, I MISS LATE BF.
And everytime I think of him,
I forgot how happiness used to be.
But still, I'm grateful enough though..
That in order to lose someone I love,
I do not need to end up in state of depression.
You're the missing piece of my jigsaw puzzle.
The missing piece in my life.
Without you, it could never be complete.
Now, how can this missing piece be replaceable?
And when do i mend a broken heartache.
I don't know. I need an answer from God.
For you.. I shed my tears when I miss you.
Happy 22nd Birthday Mr. A.
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♥ Interview. ♥
Thursday, March 26, 2009 ( 10:58:00 AM )
IBMYesterday, I had this interview with this IBM for the position of ID Administrator. It was so scary okay.. they asked lots and lots and lots of questions. The manager was nice, friendly sey.. but the person who asked me questions.. the face like want to ask for a slap like that! I was traumatized..seriously. He's role-playing a scenario and being a Manager, a doctor,.. everything also him lah. He will be like.. if there's a life and death situation, if a doctor ask for a reset password what would you do? if you fail your SLA (Service Level Agrement) on the 1st and 2nd day, what would you do? If the method nv works, and you keep on failing for the 2nd week.. and IBM would encounter penalty losses what would you do? If a colleague hv to leave the company and could only pass down 30% of the knowledge.. how? Tell me, which geniuses could answer these questions? From what I know, as an ID Administrator.. can only create, delete user password only with request letters.. but if they themselves want the shortcut way of not using proper procedure, then HOW do i deal with that?? urgh. How how how? HOW i know!!!!Even before I stepped at this IBM, I was sure that I am not interested in the job.. But mummy, aunty, whoever lah was like.. just go for this interview.. you can gain experience. Bottomline still, its a waste of time and money.. why go for an interview that you are not interested in, why waste your time? From 1.30pm-6pm.. I've been to Orchard to meet fafa.OrchardAt far east level 5, guess who I saw.. I was talking to fafa about mr a.. and then ta-daa! Speaking of the devil. He's there eating at puncak with his army friend. He told me he has this night off and would just head home cos he misses home bla bla bla. But the next thing I know, he's at town.. Nah, I never said hi to him. Just walked pass only. And the next thing I know.. he msg me saying he's at cityhall enjoying caramel frappe.. hmmm.I don't know what to feel. I mean clearly if I saw him with his friend I should just prolly said hi or so.. but when I thought of him saying that he misses home.. its like you said you said you miss him but then you went out. Then why would you even say you missed home in the first place? You could just said your plans are not sure when you had nite off right? Aahh, I don't know. You wanted me to open up to you, to treat you someone like a best friend or a close friend.. who shares with you stuffs under the sun.. But hey, are you doing the same thing too? Why are we friends again?All I know is, for a girl who liked him would feel this way..but for a girl who treat him as a casual friend, would just joke joke with him and would not take things seriously. I felt like I am caught up in the middle of feeling to like.. or to be just friends? But clearly what happened was, when I saw him outside.. I just walk passed him. Is that suppose to be the way to treat someone you knew?Labels: i'll live for a better tommorow
♥ Movie Marathon. ♥
Wednesday, March 25, 2009 ( 2:35:00 AM )
we are made to lose the pple we love, otherwise.. hw do we know they're important to us?
i'm a crazy girl. at this timing dunno how to sleep.-confession of a shopaholic-the boy in the striped pyjamas-the curious case of benjamin button-radit and janiWATCHED!movie marathon baby, let's go! (:Labels: movie you should catch
♥ Long Story. ♥
Monday, March 23, 2009 ( 9:15:00 PM )
you're bothering my thoughts over and over and over again.
What do i do now? I don't know what to do.. I just don't know.
& I really DON'T KNOW! I'm Clueless. I have no clue, all I wanna do is cry.
Or maybe some part of me is telling myself.. "Stupid Bitch, Don't Cry."
Hahaha. Silly me. I am thinking of him.. & I have given a lot of thoughts about him.
In conclusion,
He is a man.. who is afraid of falling in love.
A man who could just like a girl, but not love?Hah.
There's more of it..
Lately, when we hanging out (Dating, thats what you call it).. I've been feeling he's kinnda quiet. Like there's not so much to talk about. We do chat and laugh and crack jokes.. But comparing last time when we used to get to know each other, it's different now. Everytime when he's silent, I will ask.. what are you thinking?Nothing, he replied. * What is on your mind, honestly?
You used to be the one..
Msging early in the morning..
Dropping a msg or two to see if she's okay (when she's keeping quiet)
Want to know more about her.. asking her this and that.
Giving her surprise calls saying you called because you want to hear her voice.
Talking at msn like there's so much to talk about.
But now.. I don't know if you're trying too hard to control to your bills. & probably thats the reason why you're not msging or calling often anymore?Maybe there is nothing much to talk about already. I don't know..I feel like it has always been me msging you first. & it has always been you keeping quiet. Whats the point of even saying I miss you when you're not doing anything about it? Don't say it if you don't mean it.
I'll be just doing like what you're doing.
I'll keep quiet when you keep quiet.
Like yesterday..I msged him saying that lynn asked me out. Will be lunching murtabak.Den he said that he will be having dinner with family.He'll be a good boy and stay at home.So when i'm home.. he's home. i msn, he also msn.His msn nick: fell in love.. INDIE. While mine was, if only you know when you're away.. i miss you too. Our conversation started as per normal.. He asked me I went to marina barrage with who.. Den I say lah with lynn only. Must I do the report who I go out with already? and I also asked - why.. you think there's someone else? Den he said how I know sey.
So I assure him no one else but us lah. I changed my msn nick by then - Blinded.His reaction was.. Blinded by?I said, nothing. He said Tell me. I repeat.. Really, nothing. He repeat.. Tell me. So I told him this - my eyes pain ever since the marina barrage. Thats y I'm blinded. He asked me again: you're not lying are you?I asked him back.. why would i lie. if you don't like it then i changed.
He said.. it's okay.
Okay or not okay, I changed to.. If you think i'm pretty, i am not. if you think i am lying i am not. i am just me. Den he said he gtg to buy ramlee burger. and he says this..I think you are pretty.. and i know you are not lying. muah. Like what the hell.. Grrrr. I dun find what he said makes sense. He just came back with a bloated stomach from a dinner with his family, den he's off to buy ramlee burger.I msged him early this morning to greet him good morning and wishing him good day. Till now there's no reply.. more than 12 hours liao. If you really want to budget, den tell me. I don't want to try too hard to msg you everytime.. to look for you everytime. Because I know, we're just frens. and thats the way it should be. Got it? (:
Let's move according to your pace.
Labels: Thoughts and wonders
♥ Marina Barrage. ♥
Sunday, March 22, 2009 ( 8:59:00 PM )
Yummy.. Super Yummy!!
Arab St New Victory Murtabak & Bee Hoon Goreng.
*Pipiku makin Tembam*
-Marina Barrage-
Labels: all about having fun
♥ The Usual Things. ♥
Saturday, March 21, 2009 ( 11:54:00 PM )
I went to meet him just now.. like what we've decided on the time and place. Haha. As usual.. he have to do the waiting.. and as usual.. i am 10 mins late. hahaha. 10 mins only.. He waited at the bus stop, and when he saw me.. he look at his watch and he makes this face pretending that he didn't see me walking towards him. Haha. Purposely! But then, as usual.. I will just smile when we met. Things are as usual.
Other usual things also include.. I left the house being angry at people. My stuffs that I bought.. and the ones that I want to use went missing. Not being able to find my things and not knowing where pple put my things can be very fc*king irritating. Just where are my stuffs! Super mad. Ask everybody, everybody don't know. Then what you know? Thats what dad said to me just now. Prolly he's in a bad mood too. Oh wells.
Finally reached Simpang Bedok when we alight the bus. And the seats of the makan place there seems empty when we reached. Cos it was raining and it happen to seem as if there's no customers at the shop. So where are the customers? Being his first time.. and being my 2nd time.. prolly cos its raining, and the seats have no shelter.. thats y there are hardly any customers at the shop? Hahaha. At that point of time.. we only saw two tables that are available.. one empty but not clean table in front of the shop.. one is occupied with a family eating there.. others are wet tables and chairs cos of rainy days.
So me and him were like.. u want to eat here or not..
me: you want to try here right, we eat here?
him: up to you. you tried here before.. maybe you want to try there?
We were like thinking.. are these the only tables that this makan place have? And we almost went to the opposite side of the makan place,.. when mr a heard pple singing happy birthday song. We went to the other side of the building and ta-daaa! so many people we seated and eating lah sey. Hahaha. We are the Belos! lols. He ordered nasi perdana and i ordered kway teow hong kong. We're happy with our food. Hahaha.
We chatted and seated till 10 plus after our meals. And finally he knew about shuk.. about how I feel for shuk.. and how me and shuk are. Truth is revealed. It is not easy for me to keep things from him.. and without even me saying anything about me and shuk.. he already know me and shuk sure have sumthing on. What more can I say to defend on how things are already as it is?Labels: mr.a
♥ Simpang Bedok. ♥
( 2:39:00 AM )
Today, i get to reassure myself that mr a is very particular about hp bills!
We'll be meeting each other later.
Haha. 7pm, simei mrt.
We try sumthing different now..
Go out and find for food.
I'm suppose to be the one to bring him to simpang bedok.
Cos he dunno how to go..
But do i really know how to go? haha. Help!
All I know is from simei take a bus..
But take what bus, and alight where?
Haha.
Jangan sesat kays. *Cross fingers.
"now you're away. i miss you."
Ahhhh. jump jump jump. (:
And that's his msn nick.
Seems like his nicks, are starting to be about me.
Let's just play a game of wait and see.
Labels: words that you said
♥ Continuation.. The Story Goes On. ♥
Friday, March 20, 2009 ( 4:11:00 AM )
15 March 2009
Today marks the day that I will never forget.. 2nd day in Indonesia and whatever things had happened already have been memorable to me. Be it good or bad.
Early in the morning had breakfast in the room. Wah, we are treated like queens and princesses to have breakfast privately in our own guest room. Hurhur. & breakfast is delicious.. I like! French toast with mix or margarine and strawberry on the respective side of the bread. Breakfast is great,.. nothing like I have ever tasted.
There you go, while getting all dressed up.. we girls camwhore. Hurhur. Sony Cyber-shot in HotPink.. argh! I'm having my eyes on you! (: Next, after getting dressed.. went to visit nenek relatives. Nenek stay with her bro and sis at the kampung while we girls go shopping. This boy is so cute.. He's Hafiz! Loves to eat, like me.. Hurhur.
Nuthing much was done today.. ate KFC and went to supermarket to shop shop shop! Cheap stuffs found. At the supermarket I thought I lost my aunt and nadiah. Aunty was making payment.. while i'm looking at stuffs.. and Nadiah is looking at stuffs too. So when I saw this cheap bag.. 6 000 rupiah after 50% discount (less than SGD 1) I thought that its so cute and so cheap! Little that I know when I turn around, my aunt and Nadiah was missing!
I PANICKED but trying to stay calm at the same time. I have no money, no phone with me. How the hell am i going to survive! What am i going to do? I was scared for a little while getting lost in foreign country!! But then, patience is a virtue. I stand on the exact same spot for 10 mins just in case Nadiah and aunty remembered to come back for me and phew!!! My heart thumping.. dap dup dap dup.. Then I saw Nadiah and aunty... ahhhhh. Relieeeeeved! The reason they are gone was that they had to go to different counter for discount purchases.. ahhhh, relieved. But they went without me. Anything could have happen. Thank God, I was only left alone for few minutes.
Ate KFC and den shop shop shop. Roxy! Roxy Rox. Nadiah and I got our eyes locked at Roxy wallets. But Nadiah is being a basket.. Because why? She already make her choice of wallet on which to buy. But when she saw another one (Green Roxy wallet below) that I was aiming for.. she quickly grab it and never let it go. She dissapeared and stayed away from me. She don't even let me see the wallet she is holding, until I make a choice of another wallet to buy. argh! Spoiler lah, you already choose white floral wallet sey. Then at last potong my jalan, and take my supposed-to-be green-vintage-Roxy-wallet. Haiz. But nvm, I'm happy with my choice. Black and Gold. Classic.
For dinner, we had ikan bakar.. omg. See the pictue. Someone is attracted to this blackscarf girl.. if not also attracted to my aunty. The son of this ikan bakar stall wants to get to know or matchmake himself with the black scarf girl. yikes!
Full moon is in the sky. But sadly,.. something happen. An experience that I've never wished to have had happened. After eating ikan bakar, aunty planned to distribute the rice grains to the poor or our relatives lah as a form of "fidiah", to pay back the days that arwah Atuk never get to fast. The distribution went smoothly. Except for some rice.. along the way home.. the van back door WAS NOT LOCKED properly. There's a hump along the way.. and the door suddenly opened! The uncooked rice grains at the back of the van dropped.. trailing our route. ahhhhs.. In the middle of the road, our car stopped.. Rushing to save the rice, we quickly got down and prevent more rice from falling.. wasted!
Aunty was shouting.. "Etek, cepat etek.. dah sudah.. biarkan beras tu. Ade kereta.." My Indonesian grandma ran 100m away from us to pick up the other scattered rice grains in the middle of the road.. Concentrating on savng the wasted rice.. she don't care about the car that passes by her. Omg.. its so late at night (2 am Singapore timing) and my Indonesian grandma is in the middle of the road picking rice.. Seeing car coming towards our way.. my aunty shout again.. "Etek, dah.. Kereta lah". Yes, we all feared the same thing. Fear that other cars approaching us will not manage to break in time to save my grandma. Pheww!
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