♥ Bad Thing Happen, Good Things Last. ♥
Sunday, October 31, 2010 ( 5:52:00 PM )
Its a crazy night!!!!
Hahahaha.Cos for the past few days mr a just wont say that he wants to meet me. And so.. i've made plans with my frens. Both poly frens and ex-colleagues, on different occasions. And today.. I think the outing with.. ehem.. was a disaster (Dun even feel like mentioning her name here). In the first place, i felt like she ditched me by watching the "Life as we know it" first. Im sorry to say this.. apparently it looks like you ask me out to watch a movie. If you promised to watch with someone... den u better jolly well fulfill it right? At the end of the day, she’s telling me that she’s keeping her movie options OPEN -.- Den why ask me out for a movie in the first place. i feel like giving her the whatever look.. Plusssss.. maybe she got some PMS today.. Dunno y just because I waited for her at PS and she waited at the Dhoby mrt.. doesnt mean she could scold me right. Dengar2 Orchard central and Plaza singapura seblah each other. Clearly I reached first.. Walking from Orchard central takes a longer time than taking mrt frm city hall to dhoby ghaut. And we kindda argued over this matter at Cathay's traffic light when we met. Other public pple are looking at us, mind you. Aren’t you’re ashamed that we’re making a fool out of ourselves in public?
Padahal... we just met last mth ok. I dunno why is there a need to meet every month.. especially, I'm mixing with her when everybody else dun quite like her. Baek berpada2, buat jahat jangan sekali. Tonight, the movie timing doesn't compliment our timing. So we did not watch the movie AT ALL.. I’m kindda happy.. con I'm badly saving. And she suggested to eat Swensen. Isn't its abit of expensive esp at this moment? So i told her to settle down for Long John. She's kindda disagreed,.. but i guess she has no choice - eventhough she made a remark "Every time i see you, we eat fast food" HELLO, this is the 2nd time only we eating fast food. Where got EVERYTIME.
Oooh, and when I told her i'm gonna watch Life as we know it online.. Then she made a remark, "See la, you watched it online". Like wth.. seems like she got a problem listening. I haven watch the movie.. and so I'm planning to watch it lah dey. *Blood pressure rising* At Long John.. when I was replying the game WWF... she make another remark - now i know why you took so long to reply my msg just now, because you were playing this game! I protested.. That’s is not true. wtf.
What's with you today man? Looks like mood swings. Just dun assume. & dun judge ur frens! Aren't you judgemental?
Seriously.. I wanted to meet mr a today. But he told me to go out with my fren, since I've alrdy make plans with her. The planning was kindda like a disaster.. no perfect timing of movies to watch also. She dun have to make all those kind of judgemental remarks. & who in the right mind would think that new movies would always be out on Thurs only right? There are specified dates listed you know. Not to mention also that we argued over sumthing stupid. But in any case.. I was not in the mood to go out.. and mr a was sweet to appear under my block! I missed him a lot. at first it was hard to believe when i read his msg.. I'm at your void deck. i was like Whaaaaaaaat!? And when I checked it out, it's seriously him!
In a moment of rejoice and disbelief.. i have to wake myself up that i'm actually facing reality. Under my void deck also, its a crucial moment where its a coincidence that my mum and dad saw mr a as we were walking to the coffee shop. I also dunno what to react when I see my own parents.. haha.. all i cn say is - mummy im going out to shop. Hahaha. I nv formally introduce. *shy la* Only mummy smiled to acknowledge.. but my dad didn’t. Step fierce only.
Before he left, he kissed my cheek, he said - I love you sweetheart. Awwww.. can I call you sweetboy baby! Indeed you are just sweet today. Minus the fact that he did all this,.. only after i told him.. tk selera mkn.. & i mandi tk basah.. makan tk kenyang.. tido tk lena. Seriously seriously.. I rather go out w nobody except him today. Awwwww.. Yippeee.
After all the bad moments I went thru today, inilah berkat kesabaran. Thank you, Ya Alllah.Labels: a smile on my face
♥ I Miss You. ♥
Wednesday, October 27, 2010 ( 11:50:00 PM )
While the day is going to end, and we're done with our work.. I msged mr a that I'll be out with my frens (yesterday)... and mentioned "you're being missed a lot!!". Then his reply was, elehh... bnyk miss I.Tapi tk jumpe i today :(
I tried explaining that I've set the days to spend time with him this wk, i.e. Fri & Sat. Well, since he said it this way... so, I asked him along to join in some fun w me n my frens. AllBut then.. all he could say is, ok lor.. happy outing!
Okkk. Is he sulking now? But he said he's not. Yesterday when I tried to call him, he didnt answer 'cos he's busily watching DVD with family. I feel sad reading his sms when he talks like this you know.. & he even told me that, he's more sad! Haish.. I tried to make it up to him by wishing him good night before he goes to bed.. even when i'm out with my frens. But i dunno if the call doesn't seem to be appreciated at all. It still seems that friend are much more impt than him.
In any case.. Its fun hanging out with SA drama peeps again! (: Let's see you pple next week, during the drama production!!!!
Labels: mr.a, School life in NYP
♥ The thoughts of you ♥
Saturday, October 23, 2010 ( 12:48:00 PM )
Why does miscommunication always happen?
Or issit cause we don't pay enough attention to each other..
And it seems like its hard to talk to you on the phone nowadays.
I guess there's no use of upgrading my line to 700mins per mth right.
and end up paying $80 just for my subscription fees..
This is nt even inclusive of all the 300 smses i've exceeded to msg u.
When someone has an unlimited sms, as compared to me.
It seems like I would still hv to sms him by hook or crook.
Cos he just won't answer my calls.. or we didn't have the chance to talk for long.
There's no use talking to you on the phone..
What more, about talking all this things to you.
After all, u're still the guy who won't carry my birthday cake on my birthday..
Or simply carry it to let me blow the candles.
And things won't just change even for a single moment. Life's hard..
I get it now.
**I shall not complain.. on how difficult to arrange our time together with you. I guess we have our own different commitments.. and to make ourselves priority - it's no happening anymore**Labels: mr.a
♥ The Day I Felt Rejected. ♥
Saturday, October 9, 2010 ( 11:41:00 AM )
Bottomline, you didn't even want to send me home.
I asked you a favour to accompany me home 'cos I was so scared after seeing the soldier at Fort Canning Park. And all you could say is.. you'll send me home provided that we'll cab. *Pffft, what the hell is wrong with taking the MRT?
I'm sorry if I've liked you a lot.. Cos it hurts to know that you won't do the same things that I would have done for you. Maybe I should just be less into you... I'm just sad to know that prolly other guys would be sweet enuff to send me home and not you. I'm not comparing ok. I'm just stating the truth. No, I didn't say I will prefer other guys than you. I'm just saying that.. I might be considering after what you have done. Happy?
Issit so hard to send a girl back home.. if she really means a lot to you. Ooh I totall forgot, prolly I should treat this just like, when you don't even want to carry my cake with candles on my birthday. I soooo get it now. I thought you changed.. but I guess you haven't. I feel like going m.i.a.. and can you just don't look for me.. I need a distance away from you. I need to make myself less interested in you. You've hurt me.
Last Friday, I know i may be freaked out at that point of time, and I may be like weird.. Such that I even need you to accompany me to the toilet cos I was scared.. But hello, its me first time seeing a ghost ok.The least you could do is to show me some support. Haish... I guess no more arguing within myself bout this. Cos its pointless. If you like me, means you like me. If you don't, den it really means you don't. That's all. Enough is enough.Labels: words that you said
