♥ It's Time. ♥
Tuesday, December 6, 2011 ( 11:45:00 PM )
Everyone has secrets, and everyone has questions that could possibly be waiting to be answered dyingly.
Before I start whatever, I wanted to start.. I just wanna say that I did not go to work today.. 'cos of my terrible toothache. Apparently my teeth doesn't seems as strong that I thought it would be. Eating junkies could even make the hole in this teeth go for a root canal treatment. Had I to remind myself that the main cause of this teeth pain occurs during the trip to Bangkok and Brunei. (Dang, I must not forget my toothebrush, toothpaste, mouthwash and dental floss when I travel next time.) Eventhough it's a damn regret, there's nothing much I can do for now.. The only thing to lessen this toothache is with the medication provided by the dentist OR $450 root canal treatment. Well, I'm not sure if painkillers can work either.. I was given some just now and yet my toothache still have now.
Eversince last weekend, I'm currently watching thiskorean drama - scent of a woman. Thought that I'd fall in love watching the show since its both happy and sad. There's a mixture of feelings.. which sounds weird, just like me. Something that I'd thought I would feel. Ooh well.
Next, I called amri 'cos I'd thought I've missed him jiust now since its been a while that we'd talked on the phone. During our conversations, all I could hear him saying repeatedly was - where's my specs, where's my specs. There's nothing much I could talk 'bout by the time I got to know he's getting ready to JB with his friends at this hour. Exactly, I feel like telling him YOU'RE GOING JB AT HIS HOUR? Clearly there isactually nothing wroing 'bout going JB. It's no crime. And it's not like I'm refraining him of doing what he's doing.. Just that I got this left me asking myself.. would you do the same for me like what you did for your friends?
That time I wanted to meet you on Thurs, you said it will be better to meet next wk.. For the main reason, you said I was busy and tired since I'll be packed on weekends. Sometimes, I cant deny that being a person like me.. it's insanely hard to juggle time with friends, family, bfs. Already on my b'day I dunno what's going on. Lynn proposed to ask me out for dinner. Fafa took off, which I didnt know about until I asked just now. And wouldn't it be an awkward birthday not to celebrate it with your boyfriend. For these reasons, I think I'm going crazy trying to juggle with time.
Or I could just possibly let everything falls in place. Hell yeah I wished that 24hrs could be stretched.. just for my birthday. Hehe.
Labels: family my dearest loved ones
♥ Things are Just ... ♥
Saturday, December 3, 2011 ( 10:42:00 AM )
I just found out that the stalker is married. And yet, I have so many questions to ask.
Yeah. I'm still not over it. Untill she confess or sumthing.
Strongly.. I do believe she is clearly the one. My instincts definitely tells me that.
I think she's the one who gives me and amri nuisance calls, surely.
Reason being, no one knows my ymail. Only certain pple does.
Not even my friends.
And who is she related to amri, who would know my email address.
Unless I provide her with the information.
Doesn't it all makes sense?
Some part of me, tells me that I need the confession from her before I stop.
This is all because... who would go that extra miles to destroy someone's life. I know she would.
Sometimes, I feel like adding her in twitter.. but something stops me.
At the end of the day, I'm not sure if thats the right decision.
Only the big question is.. why would a married person trying to destroy me and him?
In any case. whatever, stops here now.
I'm gonna get ready to go JB with granny, and that two small cute boys. Hehehe.
Alhamdulillah. I get to go to pandan after all, if it's God's willing. Syukran.Labels: life is the way it is
♥ Managing KaChing KaChing ♥
Thursday, December 1, 2011 ( 11:30:00 PM )
Jaygee sale is on!
Jaygee sale is on!
Jaygee sale is on!
OMG. On the second thought, let's drop that idea.
So many things to pay at the same time. Haish, let me share with you something. It's rather something, what you call it, dumb. Haha. Yeah, I'm being dumb sumtimes. Hurhur. As usual.. before I'd received my paycheck I will normally do some calculations or mini budgetting for my personal monthly accounts. But then again, I had underestimate my calculations for this month (Nov). When Hari Raya Haji has comes, it seems like there's so many things to settle. Not to mention the debts to clear while shopping in Bangkok. Oh well. However, I'm glad I manage to do the Haj sacrifical as part of the religious practice/act. BUT. On Nov paycheck I thought I had leftovers in my bank.. its deceiving enough to realize that I had not paid my Starhub bills. What!?!? Yeah. And when mummy told me the Starhub letter had been sent.. as I was looking at the bills, I'm like - no payment was made in Nov? What a major disbelief!?!?!?! Whuuuuuuuuut! Am I expriencing a crisis of calculations or sumthing worst - I cant even remember what I spent on and What I paid with. WHUT! Blueeeeeergh! All I can say is, it's a terrible state to have this kind of feeling.Shoo away. Shoo. I'll try my best not to shop on sale when I'm on tight budget. Don't ever make it a point for me to even step inside.Labels: cheapskating my way through
