♥ Arrrrrrrrrrgh. ♥
Sunday, September 18, 2011 ( 9:28:00 PM )
Okay. There's 2 things to arggh about. Wait. I think its 3 now.. NOOOO! Make it 4. Yeah, Thats my final decision.
Good news is, I'm okay with mr a. He seems to be understanding 'bout the Jalan Raya w my frens next wk. (24th sept) Yeah.. its back on track like we're back on track.
Another news, I've been invited for an interview over at URA's side. But I'm kindda feeling nervous bout it. I'm not sure yet if its a good decision. And i'm not being very decisive. I can work with a person if I know she's a nice person. Prolly thats how I get jobs with nice people around me. Ooh wells. There could be a turning point. Could be, only if I'm able to make it through the interview.
Next.. third thing to arrrggghhh about. Well slightly bad news. There's a person in facebook with my exact name. Freaky or what. Twice ok, like it happened overall. One is a fake name.. another is a real name. Shit la.. come to think of it... I was creating facebook for a dummy name. And then it turns out I was unsure if its really my account or not. BUT seriously speaking, it's damn freaking right now to know that such discoveries.
Ok last thing. I forgot what to arggh about. Sorry. Got distracted.Labels: i'll live for a better tommorow
♥ Some Things Are Not The Same. ♥
Friday, September 16, 2011 ( 11:47:00 PM )
I ajak you gi jln raya.. Abeh u ckp i emo?
Salah sape nie skrg.. Dah delete pon all his msgs. This is what I hate about getting menses. I cant control my feelings properly. It kindda sucks. You know that today is like one of the !@#$%^&*&^%$#@ days of my life. How could people be so selfish. Especially your boyfriend. All I want is for us to just go out what. What difference does it make go out Hari Raya or go out like normal dating on a weekend. I know I should have just brought forward my getaway trip soon. Sucks man to be in this kind of state.. this kind of position. Bluergh.
Really.. when I just say something, u say dun compare us with others. You're so blind to see that something's missing in between us. That kind of spark, that kind of excitement. I dunwan us to be together just for the sake of getting together. I want do something else. Do as much things as we can together. But clearly thats not the objective that you have. Only I have that. So, its like... whutttttt.
You seem to just dont understand the feelings of a woman. If you want them to understand you, you have to understand them first. Sorry to say this, but i have to be frank. Just look at what you did to the rest. As much as I can tolerate it, I try to stay. I don't mind being single. Because, as it is.. it's like I'm already am. Oooh boy, I cried soo much that my eyes are hurting. My nose is blocked. I can hardly breathe. Let's just stop here.
Adios amigos.Labels: i hate you so much now
