This may be my last time, eversince I told you.. I love you.

I had a great day with mr a. (: Thank you love for today. Thank you god, for letting me seeing him today. I went to Marina square after work. From there.. I waited for mr a to arrive. Both of us had dinner at the food republic. And he paid for my food. Wow. I paid for the drinks. You know, its the thought that counts really. It't not really how much that counts. Even if the food cost 50 cents, its really the thought that counts.. if you know what I mean.

Me and him walked ard zara and John Little. And I bought zara shoes! $49.90. Call me crazyy and a shopaholic. But I really need a good black shoes with a good sole. Tsk3. I really really need a shoe, even though yesterday I just bought a new one! Hmph. Shhhh. Dun talk about shopping now. I know, I know I have already spent a lot. Anyway, mr a got and accident when on the way home.

He said that its partly his fault that he tried to overtake the car, but ended up the car bang him from the back cos the car is unable to break in time. Now his leg and hips are painful. Oh dear mr a, u better take care of urself k. Dun get me worried much longer. Please, ride safely. Say only you want to be a safety officer. But you have too, take care of your own safety.

Apart from this, what I liked about today is.. whatever we talked, its just random. And whatever we talked, its leads to some topic to talked about. Like the MBS, like our meet up this friday, like I ask if he's not going out with his frens.. And little little questions I ask, we could make a topic out of it. And little little words he said, he's gonna marry me. Dunno when, but he's going to. And the little little songs that we heard at some shops, we could make a song out of it - We are the world, we are the children.. we are the world full of children. This is his lyrics by the way. Hehe.

You made me smile all night long, dear.

Also, he did share with me about a girl named Fathiah who is interested in him. The girl msged him last month lah. Now, shouldn't I be angry that he didnt tell me when it happened. Wow. But then again, I stayed my cool. I mean its not like she will be an obstacle between me and him right. Maybe maybe, its best that his family or frens dunno me yet. Dunno how I look like, and know as little stuffs bout me.

Cos with girls all going gaga over him wen they first saw him, how can my life be more simpler. And same goes for me.. if guys going gaga after me, how can his life be more simpler. All we need to do is stay stronger k bie.. we can do this. Till then again, I see you on Friday. Yes, my life seems to be about mr a. Plus, this week I'm planning to fast fast fast! Fasting mth is near.. must must pay back. Adios & Good night.