♥ Things I Never Told You. ♥
Saturday, May 1, 2010 ( 12:20:00 PM )
I never told about this story.. only now I posted it when I've got pictures from shukri.. It happened last Friday (23rd April 2010) These things, I'm not sure if i'm gonna tell mr a. I'm not sure if I'm gonna leak out the truth to any of these guys. But I know, I will soon tell them one day. Even though I know that it hurts more if they found out this story on their own. Fafa once ask me.. Till how long you gonna play this game Sara? My answer to her is indefinite.. Because I cant find the one who suits me yet. Neither mr a.. or shukri. I told her frankly, that the best option is still late bf. From him, I learnt how a truly gentleman treats a woman. And I guess this two guys here, lacks of what each other has. Ooh, dun worry. I'm over late bf already. But once in a while, I miss him. Cos I know he will always be there for me the last time round. For you, I will pray when I say out your name.. in my prayers.
Let the story begins.
As what we practiced every year, me and Shukri will exchange presents. Since his birthday is already over. I played my part to give him his presents.. Like what he always do on my birthday. So, to begin our day together.. we met at Harbourfront. Had dinner Ramen Ten.. while talking over dinner about our lives. He told me about his plans after he's gonna ORD. I didnt say much though. only, I was trying to make us feel comfortable.. As I was talking to him, he kept looking at me right in the eyes. I dunno what to do, I turned my eyes away from him a couple of times. I'm sorry if you gonna find out that I dun really love you whole-heartedly. Thats y, I have to look away.
It's raining heavily after we're done with dinner. We thought of just sitting around and chit chat.. but almost everywhere is wet cos of the rain. So I took the opportunity to go toys'r'us. I need get present for Kak sue's daughter, Nurlin, (Late bf neice) Shukri accompanied me through out.. he gave me his opinion which is the best present that I could get. Then only I was left with two choices.. I asked him, if I choose a big present.. then I'm gonna have difficulty carrying it in the train alone. At this moment, I dun have any thoughts about Shukri sending me home or whatsoever. Until he said.. nvm, surely can fit. I was like Huuuuuh?!?!?! Shukri is gonna send me home!! But with a bike? If its a bike, den where to put the present.
I only assume that he was ridng a bike to meet me. But he didnt say if its really a bike or not. So I have to find out on my own. I thought the present is $12.90.. But den upon payint it, it's $29.90. Hahahaha. I've been punked. I just make the payment anyway, I bought this playdough set. Awww, love playing it when I was a kid. Hehe. When the cashier handed me the bag of playdough.. Shukri took the plastic bag away from me. I was suprised. And when I ask, shouldn't I carry that? Then he say, nvm.. I got it. Whoa.. he help me carry sey. Impressive.
So after getting the gift, he asked me.. Where I want to go, I said I have no plans. and I'm sure he surely has one. He thought of marina barrage. He brought me to the carpark.. And this time round, I was confident that he'll be riding a bike.. Unfortunately, he stopped at a car and says.. It's this. I rented it. WHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAT!? I was shocked. I didn't even know that he had a car license. And now, he says he has a car for us to go around tonight. Wow. This is like impressive number 2,.. impressed twice i mean. Heheh.
On the way to marina barrage for vivo city, it's suppose to be quite near. But this sara here, dunno how to use the google map at iphone! We got lost twice.. exitted the wrong way at ecp. However, shukri was smart enuff to drive around.. in and out of ecp.. and finally to marina barrage. We both dunno our ways to marina barrage okay.. but he followed his instincts. And we ended up reaching the final destination.
As we're out of the car.. he asked me, can I open my present? HAHA. I was like, just open it ah if you want it. I packed his present in a fossil paper bag. And he asked me randomly.. is it a fossil watch? - In my heart, fossil watch is damn expensive can? So I replied him, with just a simple answer.. No, it's not. Then we found a place to sit.. And we cam whore. Some of the pics i ask him to delete.. But he tell me, dunwan. Hmph! After camwhore, he suddenly forgot where he put his hp. Can see the panick in his face.. and him being so forgetful, he left his hp in the car. ommmg. He even tell me that he left his bike keys unattended on his bike. Baek pe! Forgetful sey.
By then it's 11pm, so I decided that we should be on our way back. He asked if I want a drink.. So I though Starbucks passion fruit tea would be a great idea. As soon as we reached Raffles City starbucks, he was like we gotta hurry. He said about car battery or what.. I dunno. So I got my drink as quickly as I could.. until I dropped my one and only straw along the way. Great.. I have to just drink my drink from a cup. Shukri sent me home safe and sound.
My Pictures with Shukri, together.
P:S. Shukri likes to take pictures with me together. But mr.a doesn't.
Hmmm. you guys may think that he's such a nice guy. But I find him a bit mysterious.. and there's so much things that I have to learn about him. I know, he truly likes me.. and he treats today like a special day. Deep in my heart, I know that he could take care of me.. and maybe I'm his first love eversince our sec school days. But the important question that I need to ask myself is. Do I really want to be with a guy who really can take care of me, even though I dun love him wholeheartedly? Or should I be with a guy who I love wholeheartedly, even though he dunno how to take care of me?
It's a tough choice rite. thats why I said in the very beginning, late bf is still the best choice, I love him wholeheartedly and he knows how to take care of me. :D Now I'm waiting for mr a to wake up for us to go out and watch ironman 2. But he finish work damn late yesterday, So I thought might as well I blog this post while waiting fo rhim to wake up. And you know, he decide we meet up at noon today. But look at the time now, its 12.58pm.Labels: blogging this blogspot
