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"As i looked back at those memories, at those days.. i shed a tear.

As i looked at your lovely pictures.. i shed my tears.

As I cry,.. I'm missing you. And as I type,.. I'm loving you.

And as I love you,.. I need you. And as I'm thinking of you,..I want you."

With these words I say to you, I write my poems just for you.

If you were to heal me from a broken heartache, & if your love..

is meant to last for my entire lifetime, till then...

*imdreamingofyoualldayallnight

Date Of Birth: 28 December 1988
Hometown: Singapore

♥ This Is My Saturday. ♥

Saturday, April 10, 2010 ( 11:22:00 PM )

Hello, Good Morning @ 6 a.m.. OOOhs. Joe McElderry..

Sing me to sleep please. Hehe. I watched his entire videos at youtube. Wondering who is he? XFACTOR2009 UK winner! yay. Love his voice, and love his smile. Awwwwww. If you heard him sing the song Dance with my father.. you can melt like and ice cube.

I'm sleeping late today. Cos I have no plans for later! So yeah, sleep late and wake up late on Saturday. Lazy Lazy Lazy Saturday.

Actually I was suppose to be meeting this guy that I got to know at facebook. But then again, I cancelled the meet up. Fyi, this is the 2nd time. Both of us are suppose to meet each other with one of our frens, best fren. Unfortunately, my gfs cant make it to accompany me. That's why I dropped the idea. Secondly, even if my gfs are free.. I think I dunwan to live in guilt that I'm actually doing sumthing that is wrong in my friendship with mr. a.. Living in a life of betrayal friends, if you get what I mean.

Lastly, if I've made up my mind to meet this new guy.. I know he'll be committed for a relationship. He's 27 years old. Who will not be committed at this kind of age? Right. OOOH WELL.. someone please tell me. Do I really know what I'm doing?

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Back to the same old guy.. I think the sweet guy is back. He starts to be more caring. I didnt reply his msg yesterday.. Today, he msg me with a reminder that I haven reply his msg. Even still, he wished me good morning.

And when I didn't reply his msgs.. Due to I was busily playing a charadium game.He called to say good night before going to bed. And usually, we talked about 3 to 4 mins or so. But tonight, it's a conversation for neraly 15 mins! It's nice sometimes to hear ur voice again.

It makes me feel as if I'm having these kinds of imagaination abt him. And these little things, that you do.. could just make me fall back for you.

However, at the back of my mind.. I AM STILL IN DOUBT. Is he doing these things with his own initiatives. Or is he doing this because his frens has knocked sum sense into him?

Only god knows.
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