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"As i looked back at those memories, at those days.. i shed a tear.
As i looked at your lovely pictures.. i shed my tears.
As I cry,.. I'm missing you. And as I type,.. I'm loving you.
And as I love you,.. I need you. And as I'm thinking of you,..I want you."
With these words I say to you, I write my poems just for you.
If you were to heal me from a broken heartache, & if your love..
is meant to last for my entire lifetime, till then...
*imdreamingofyoualldayallnight
Date Of Birth: 28 December 1988
Hometown: Singapore
♥ Happy Birthday to Mr a. ♥
Saturday, March 27, 2010 ( 11:59:00 PM )
"This boy here, has sabotage-d the disposable".. "Eh, proposal.." *Sabotage-d the proposal. ~ Adnan Sempit.
.Happy 23rd Birthday Khairul Amri.
I feel so young. And I feel that he’s old. I’m just 21.. and he is already 23 yrs old. Actually, i missed out the fact to you guys that I’m 22 years old this yr. Haha. Today, the planning of his birthday is like… urgh! Really2 test my patience. Lucky its his birthday today. If I know that this cock up planning happens during other normal days, I would have already.. eeeeee! Screw up everything - EVERY SINGLE THING.
Today suppose to be like the judgement day for mr a to treat me better.
If he continues to be silent as he is, I’m gonna keep quiet like how he is keeping quiet. If he dun look for me, I dun look for him. If he dun sms, I will not sms. If he didn’t ask me out, I will not ask him out as well. All in all, if what he didn’t do for me.. I will not do for him. Tha's what you called fair and square.. rite?
Initially, I was hoping that I could plan a lovely surprise for mr a. Bring him to eat pizza hut, swensen.. or maybe haagen dazs for some ice cream treats. But then again, the thought of him falling sick few days ago just ruins everything. Ooh! And I could yet imagine this, while dining.. I thought I could ask those crew to suprise him with his famous amos cake and sing a happy birthday to him at least...Well, that's just my imagination. Because it didn't happen.
Since it's his birthday, I thought I could make a special day for him. Birthday's are once a yr.. and it ought to be celebrated with some things that you haven’t go or done before. However, when he said he’s meeting his family for dinner in the evning, I could do nothing much. I spent 30 mins today thinking on a second back up plan. What to do? And I waited 2 hrs for his msg (He took 1 hr each to reply my crucial msgs). When I asked him on what we could do today..**Seriously I know that it’s not the right for a birthday boy to plan on his birth-day.. but if I already had something planned and the birthday boy refuse to go.. so it becomes my problem now? Haish.. *** I wasted another 30 mins thinking and researching on where is the best place to be with him to celebrate. In the end, after so much thoughts.. I gave up.
Seriously. I ended up thinking “Let’s go lot 1 and lepak (chill)”.
Before I met him, I need to go to Compass Point. Collected his famous amos cake and the cab down to Chua Chu Kang. It’s very inconvenient to take train from Seng Kang to Chua Chu Kang you know. Haish.. and its expensive too. Then as I reached, he told me he’ll be 10 mins late. -.- Ok fine. I waited. And when I saw him already.. then, we ordered the frappe from Mac Donald’s and I made him carry his own cake. All we did when we met is.. we sat and chat at the top floor of the Lot 1 playground while wait for his mum to call him for his family dinner.
I felt so clueless on where to go after I met him. Lucky,I met farhanah at causeway point tonight also.
Actually, mr a would still bother to ask me if I would want to follow him for a dinner with his family or,.. we could still meet up for a movie after he had dinner with his family. That was somehow thoughtful.. but i think movie sounds great!
I ate at Swensen's with farhanah.. while waiting for Mr a to reach Causeway for our movie. Thanks to iPhone I booked tickets online for me and mr a to watch the movie. And its a couple seat! At 10.10, it's time for a goodbye to farhanah and Hello again to mr. a. We watched the book of Eli, a movie starring Danzel Washington. By the time the movie finishes, its 12.20. Eventhough there’s still train left for me to go home.. we do still have a choice whether we want to spend the nite together or make our way home. I asked him where to go.. He asked me back where to go. In the end, I’ve decided.. let’s go home.
**Now, I really do hope you changed for the better mr a. If not, I'm sorry. Lights off.Labels: singing happy birthday to you
