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"As i looked back at those memories, at those days.. i shed a tear.
As i looked at your lovely pictures.. i shed my tears.
As I cry,.. I'm missing you. And as I type,.. I'm loving you.
And as I love you,.. I need you. And as I'm thinking of you,..I want you."
With these words I say to you, I write my poems just for you.
If you were to heal me from a broken heartache, & if your love..
is meant to last for my entire lifetime, till then...
*imdreamingofyoualldayallnight
Date Of Birth: 28 December 1988
Hometown: Singapore
♥ You Chose, To Meet Me Instead. ♥
Tuesday, February 16, 2010 ( 11:52:00 PM )
Yeah! Just finish meeting mr a just now.. Went to orchard den to millenia walk.. and again, lepak at ard the singapore flyer.
Well, my early morning began wen i was awaken by a msg by mr a and together, bout a dream of late bf. Which one do i story first? Okay.. let's start with late bf. Sumhow, nowadays.. i missed him so much. Mostly cos I feel neglected by mr a and I think about late bf too much. I mean, if late bf is still here.. all these things won't happen rite? That's just the feeling that I've had these few days.. Till, I dreamt of late bf that he said.. me n him have break up. But we got back together again. And after saying that, we hugged and take picture together. And the scenario of the dream? It's at my house.. just right at my living room. And late bf wore white top.. In general, for those who had pass away and appear in our dreams, must we dream of them with white top? If they're in white tops, issit really them? Or issit just sum devils playing with our dreams? For all i know, I missed him. ):
Okay, about mr a now.. Ferstly, this morning he msged me saying that he would like to meet me. What! Again, i think i'm dreaming when I read his msg.. so reality check.. yeah, he cancelled his plans with his frens.. just to go out with me. Wah, finally.. you really made me feel that I mean sumthing to you. If not, you can just go ahead lah with your frens to roller blade at east coast.. den c what happens next. tsk3. I am so angry that i cant meet him such that I began to be the very irritating and sarcastic gerl. Until, mr a dun want to reply my msgs. ):
But at the end of the day.. he still meet me. I told him that it's very difficult to talk to him nwadays. When I;m talking about "a".. he's talking about "b". and when I'm talking about "b".. he's talking bout "c". There.. I think me and him finally get wat we are trying to say about each other - communication breakdown. But then again, we are still werking it out somehow. We plan of ways to improve this up and downs.
Before going home. he just had to have his kiss. Haha. Sshhhhhhh! Good Night.
Oooh ya. In the morning, accompanied granny to Sultan mosque (before meeting mr a). Since me and mr a knows that we are mad at each other, we didnt really talk while having lunch cum dinner. Untill, he starts to break the ice and talks about my grandma. Haha. Nenek pon bleh jadi topic eh? Hurhur. And while having our lunch cum dinner, even though he already has eaten.. I asked him to eat with me at Far East's Sakura. I don't want to eat alone. Either he eats with me, or I dun eat at all. Hehe. Sayang jugak u kat I? He ate mee goreng with fruit punch. While me,.. singapore fried bee hoon. yum yum..
I did bake muffin for mr a during V day. But shucks! I didnt bring it to meet him today.. I forgot. Haiyo. ):
**Grabbed From BORDERS** I manage to get it.. Like Finally. Hehehs.
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