♥ Messages From Him. ♥
Saturday, February 6, 2010 ( 10:28:00 PM )
Yesterday..
Damn, im still havin sitewalk. Hungry like hell. Hmm tmr I duno wer to go oso
11:26
Yeah. Ok gd nte b.Imy. :)
22:38
Today..
B, today cant mt u. I got meetg till 8. Tmr can?
13:56
I am damn sad when he msg this.. Unknowingly, my eyes were wet with tears. Im hurt.
From yesterday morning, I asked him.. where do we go to when we go out? Yet he could reply.. he dunno where to go also. And yesterday nite, we are suppose to discuss on where to go.. But when I wished him good nite.. he just wishes me good nite too. Ok fine, we no need to discuss about our outing on 05.02.2010 - Fiday ok?
Then today, at noon I asked him if he finishes at 6pm.. and to my surprise, he's got a meeting till 8pm. And he suggested to meet tmr instead.. Rabak pe u! If you nak meet I nyari.. u can just meet after your meeting rite? Right from the start when I know that kite tak discuss ape2 pon sal today's meet up.. I knew that sumthing's gonna happen. At last.. betol jugak firasat I.. kita tk meet. You nak tau tk.. I thought you leh teman I nguk my kawan nyanyi.. I dah dapat concert tix for this NYP musical thingy.. so I thought kalau kite tkde plan gi mane2.. I thought I leh ajak you ke.. ( I mean seriously what.. kite mane ade plan). Tapi akhirnya.. I nguk nie concert sorang2 lah eh? You suke pe I nguk concert nie sorang2!! Isyh.. sumtimes I dunno if you really2 care or you dun care at all.. Let me tell you this, whatever! I dah malas ngan you.
I'm not trying to be the unreasonable one here.. but try to use your brain and think lah.. I asked you to call me when you reached home safely after we went east coast.. But u didnt.. End up I could see that you msn.. When you msn, you dah tk pernah tegur I lagik.. Tak pernah ckp HELLO.. Tak pernah ckp GOODBYE. Dulu memang lah you pernah ckp hello ngan goodbye. Tapi skarang, jangan harap okay. Nie dah satu hal.. Den sal kite sms? Lau I sms bukkannyer u nak jawab.. Dah lah I tau you nk budget sms. So you will call me instead lah kn? Therefore, I nk cam undersatnding nie.. I tknk msg u lagik often.. Cos I know you want to budget. I wait till at nite je, den I contact you. Tapi malam pon u senyap.. Ape nak jadi nie.. Takde Good morning.. Takde Good night. Haiyo! You know communication is very important to me kn?
Then today.. we are suppose to meet up. Tapi tak jadi.. Dah lah susah nak contact you. Skarang nie, susah nak meet up pon? Isyh! Yelah, tk compulsory pe kite nk kene meet up every week.. Thats wat you said, remember? Oooh, I so hate you. Anyways, I went to werk today with my tudung stained with eyeliner.. and my sandal's stone went missing. Urghh.. Bad day.. Den now, u telling me kite tak jadi meet up. Thanks lah eh. Akhir2 nie pon.. kite jarang msg pe.. kite pon jarang bebual. I kat dunia i.. U kat dunia u. You nak budget sangat kn ngan u nyer sms.. I tknk jumpe you bleh?
I mean I try to understand you. But you're just my problem rite now. Irritating shitz.Labels: words that you said
