♥ Sentosa With Family. ♥
Friday, December 25, 2009 ( 10:15:00 PM )
It's xmas day.. and the thought of even going to step a foot at vivo, you'll be able to predict that its super pack with humans. i.e. tourists and the singaporeans themselves. On this day, I was suppose to be visiting late bf family. But due to my family had a last min plan. I have to last min cancel meet up with late bf's family. If not, prolly my aunt will nag at me saying that I prioritize late bf family first. And the part that I like, even though I can last min cancel with late bf family.. late bf mum can just stay cool about it. Thankiu very much for the understanding. I'll see them on New Year's Day! ((:
At the Sentosa.. we went to the Butterfly Park, Luge, Sky Ride.. and then Underwater World. And especially the queue to the Underwater world, it takes 1 hr!! Omg. Super peak hours = Super long queues. If anybody want to go sentosa with me.. don't go on public holiday! Aniways, Luge is very very fun. I want again cn?
Today mr a msged me. But I was a bit dissapointed in him though. Because, the main reason is that.. when yesterday I kept quiet, he dun know how to msg me lah kan.. Haiyo. Only today he msged me saying.. " Merry x'mas! Snyap je u." Then I reply him lah - " I yang senyap ke u yang senyap?" I'm just waiting for him to break the silence. Then halfway we text.. we stopped. Only 2 msgs we text sey.
So at night I texted him again. I asked him wat he's doing and if he's busy2. I waited for almost 1 hr and 30 mins for his reply.. But still there's none. So I msged him again. And i told him that I have sumthing important to say. Sumthing important about us. I can't stand the way we are not communicating sey. Especially when we are msging each other very very short. Like only 3 or 4 msgs sent to each other in a day. Wth. As I was saying earlier, I waited for his msg but no reply.. such that I have to re-send a msg again. At last he said "Sorry I was bathing just now. What issit you wana say?" After he replied me, I got mad sumhow. Because where got people bath so long. It means like he read my msg but he don't bother to reply right? Waste my 5 cents only msging sey! Urgh..
For some reason, it feels as if mr a read my msges already, but he dun want to reply. Then for what I msg him like that. His reply has always be instantateous. But sumhow sumtimes... it's really super slow reply lately. Then.. Urrrrgh!
I told him nvm and to forgot about what I msged him.. forgot about wat I want to say him. (Mr a, you bleh lupekan aje lah ape i nak bebual sumthing important kat you.. Dahlah reply i lambat.. Buang masa je msg ngan org mcm gini.) And his reply is just "Ok then". OMG!! We hardly msg the whole day.. and now when I tried to msg u.. you easily show me the dun care attitude like that. Haiyo. This boy ah.. getting on my nerves. So I start to argue. I don't like the way he msged me that way. It's like one whole day I tried looking for him.. But at the end of the day.. I felt as if he dun really care bout me. I dunno lah...
"1stly im e one who break the silence. True, we're nt communicating. Coz simply just wait who will break silence. End up me. Then if u wan say smth, just say. Easy. Today textd u, wt u said? Waitg for me to break silence. So its not me. And I already ask, wat issit you want say. So wat u mean u waiting my reply?! Im not twisting and turning. U just cant answer. Tats all."
That was what he said to me when we argued.. And really, this part has reached my maximum boiling point. He say I just cant answer? Hello.. all this while - last nite, last week, last mth, last year.. when I msg or break the silence ferst you nv take into consideration lah? So only when you msg me ferst.. you only consider tat u're doing all this things alone lah? I told him straight forward that if he wants me to answer watever questions in the world, I can just answer by arguing back. But all I wanted to do now is to make peace and surrender (mengalah) sey.. I am trying be okay back with him. However, in the end look at wat he's telling me.. he thinks I gave up arguing cos I cant answer him. If arguing back answers with him makes him happier, den I'll be more than glad to do it sey. At last he says.. "I'm nt doubtg u my dear. Its just.. Nvm la.. Peace k. Imy..I tk suke uh b, pple wan say smth den dun wan say"
Then.. HE FALLS ASLEEP. There goes the discussion today. Nevertheless.. Merry Merry Xmas. Hohohoho.
**AT WORK TODAY HAPPENING!!** Celebrate Xmas with half day of werk.. makan2 and gifts.
Thankius evryone.. Alhamdulillah.
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