This may be my last time, eversince I told you.. I love you.

If I think miracles would happen, it won't happen. *Let's have faith please. (9:57PM)

And I think miracles do happen. One moment I'm just think that today is a wasted day that me and him are free but we did not meet up. It's all because of he didn't ask me out. And I didn't ask him out. Alright, that's beside the point. Main point is, we did not meet up. He spent his time all the while at orchard on standby for work at ion, and he's getting paid to walk around takashimaya, shopping centres, shopping!

I so want to be paid shopping.

I told him how I felt when he says he misses me when I think he don't mean it at all. Obviously if he says he misses me, he wants to meet me right? I'll stand firm on my words, I'll not ask you out mr. a. But things get settled somehow eventually.

Eventually (10.12 PM) -
Love.Sara : i mean, if you say u miss sumone would you nt meet that someone
This Is Me: but how? i can meet.. just now after work.. or even during work.. but... dunno la
Love.Sara : because u didn't ask. i was waiting though.. but
This Is Me: because u didnt ask?
Love.Sara : its just that i tink since wed, thurs, fri u out with your frens. den prolly you have your own plans cos in the first place we didn't let each other know or plan that we would want to go out. masing2 already have our very own frens
This Is Me: but i dun wan make that as an excuse not meeting each other, cos i really miss you

Love.Sara : den when i asked you what you doing tonight, you said terawih. den im like ok, not meeting you at all
This Is Me: well.. u could just ask.. i thot u taking ur hp?
Love.Sara : nobody to go with me (sara hp at samsung svc ctr)
This Is Me: see.. ego kan.. i boleh teman you
Love.Sara: if you say you have no plans den i would ask you. but you say u going terawih. den y would i halang you go terawih
This Is Me: tak halang syg

Love.Sara : tu lah. tak ajak org klua. you pon ade e-g-o

This Is Me: its normal for a guy to have ego
Love.Sara : den im abnormal?
This Is Me: ur a guy?
Love.Sara : isyh, see c even siding urself nw! my fault lah k. there goes my ego. grrrrr
This Is Me: hahha sayaang dear..

Love.Sara : yelah you punye2 sayang2 at last today nv jumpe also what. hahaha
This Is Me: eh eh dear.. my fault huh?

Love.Sara : no lah i didn't say ur fault.. its just that if you dah hint2 tu yang nyari you free, let me know k. or next time you nk klua ngan i ajak k. if nt, i'll nv know my dear

This Is Me: i think my hint very obvious

-.- And i Really do miss you too. Good night.. Sweet dreams