This may be my last time, eversince I told you.. I love you.

. S a r a .

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"As i looked back at those memories, at those days.. i shed a tear.

As i looked at your lovely pictures.. i shed my tears.

As I cry,.. I'm missing you. And as I type,.. I'm loving you.

And as I love you,.. I need you. And as I'm thinking of you,..I want you."

With these words I say to you, I write my poems just for you.

If you were to heal me from a broken heartache, & if your love..

is meant to last for my entire lifetime, till then...

*imdreamingofyoualldayallnight

Date Of Birth: 28 December 1988
Hometown: Singapore

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Thursday, July 2, 2009 ( 1:00:00 AM )

Love.Sara says (12:17 AM): isyh isyh iysh u haven sleep?

X This Is Me says (12:17 AM): i cant sleep

Love.Sara says (12:17 AM): how come.. need me sing u lullaby

X This Is Me says (12:18 AM): sleep during rainy nights shud be just fine hehe

X This Is Me just sent you a nudge.

Love.Sara says (12:18 AM): haha nudged? trying to keep me awake

You have just sent a nudge.

X This Is Me says (12:19 AM): hahah press wrongly...

Love.Sara says (12:20 AM): hahaha, let me kiss you and your tears away?

X This Is Me says (12:20 AM): big girls dont cry?

Love.Sara says (12:21 AM): i want to ask you sumthing

X This Is Me says (12:21 AM): ?

Love.Sara says (12:21 AM): wait ah..

X: let me kiss you and your tears away Post a note 1 day ago
X: let me kiss you Post a note 2 days ago
X: If you show no sign of leaving your past, i won't wait cos im moving on to the future. Post a note
X: I'm boyfriend no. 2 Post a note 20 June
X: How can she love him if she's still clinging on to her past memories Post a note 18 June

Love.Sara says (12:26 AM): ok,.. thats my question

X This Is Me says (12:28 AM): ?

Love.Sara says (12:29 AM): ur pm..

X This Is Me says (12:29 AM): well i askd one of my gf..

Love.Sara says (12:30 AM): asked abt what?

X This Is Me says (12:30 AM): abt e pic thingy. n she said normally if a girl keeps a pic of her ex, it means she' not over him

X This Is Me says (12:31 AM): so ya..

Love.Sara says (12:31 AM): den..

Love.Sara says (12:33 AM): n ur gf is?

X This Is Me says (12:37 AM): i dont care abt her. she's a thing in e past. thats y i said im moving on to the future

Love.Sara says (12:38 AM): ok.. but u asked her opinion instead

X This Is Me says (12:39 AM): well my fren is a girl

Love.Sara says (12:39 AM): bt her bf didn't pass away. im the one with the pic rite. let me just clear things out a bit, my past is already in the past

X This Is Me says (12:44 AM): whatever the reason is, its just shows that u still keeping ur memories w him. believe it or not, by doing that its makes it harder for u to move on. thats y i burn my ex gf pic. seeing her face makes it painful and harder to forget her

Love.Sara says (12:46 AM): but mine is not, i hv to let him go whether i want or not. n i choose to accept fate (: i'm ok now. its worst before i met u

X This Is Me says (12:49 AM): by telling me that, i noe ur still in love w him. u have the choice to let him go a not.

Love.Sara said (12:58 AM): bt i changed the pic liao.. smile k

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bt i changed the pic liao.. smile k

Love.Sara said (12:58 AM): and thats the reason y u nv reply msgs

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mr a, mr a.. mr a! I got pissed when you told me that you asked your gf about her opinion. you should have asked me instead. I'm the one with the pic. Ask me the reason on y i'm still having the pic, not her! Since you like to ask your gf so much. Ask her this.. if a girl still keeps her ex pic as a screen saver, but cries for other guys when she misses him. who does the girl love?
let me me make the answer pretty obvious, it's you stupid.

I'm tired of how things are already. Seriously, I am. I got my gfs who wish to slap your face when they see you next time round. Even late bf's family is giving me their support to move on. But everytime I tried to talk things out, you clearly don't want to talk about it. For the second time i'm saying this, you're not a negotiator. The truth is, I got over late bf eversince the day I knew you. But you refuse to believe, you refuse to listen. If you are going to choose to believe what your gf said, fine go ahead. Nobody's stopping you.
let me just tell you this, if one day i choose to give up on you, i'll not come back. So i'm telling you now, don't give up on me. Cos if you do.. I'll be dissapointed in you. There'll be no turning back.
And lastly, you want to know what mr a . I do ask my bf as well. I asked them on what if a guy wouldn't date a girl just because he thinks that the girl is not over her ex . And you know what my bf say, only an immature guy would not date the girl. Because mature guys would understand. You're immature mr a. You are so immature. Screw you!

I'd make a vow to myself. To not msg you unless you msg me. To not contact you unless you contact me. My msgs gone wasted for the 3rd time. You pissed me of by asking your gf, and you're so blind that you can't see i'm in love with you. You're a dissapointment.

Again you left me with a broken heartache.
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