If there was ever an argument between us,.. we had an argument but we never argued.

That's just how bad it was. Back to square one. Why must you brought up the scenario whereby you asked me out on that sunday for a caramel frappe with your frens but i declined? Yes, I shall repeat what you repeat.. I declined! Why must you remind me that 27th march, we didn't celebrate your birthday. & why things began sweetly and ended up worsen eversince last wednesday or even since we've last met - 2 weeks ago.

There's just so many things to say.. so many things to ask, but I.. I'm just wondering why and why. *Oh, please let those possibilities drop from the sky.

You're making things difficult with your "Nvm.. & Sigh". My b'day you.. Sigh. Nvm lar, no use explaining oso. Its already in the past. I c u when I c u lor. And always.. when I asked you if everything's alright, you said yes.. things are fine. Bottomline, you're avoiding it and you chose not to talk about it aren't you? You're not a negotiator. Oh please,.. correct me if I am wrong.

And if this is what its gonna be like, I see you when I see you too. Enough.

"I know I am not born like a filthy rich princess.. I am born not to live together with my late bf.. I am born not to be free from tears, troubles, worries, happiness, sadness, tantrums. But what I know and what I realize is, I am born to live life just the way it is. Just when I thought my money for spendings is super tight, I was given free concert tix and complimentary album by mediacorp. I was given free kfc chicken for my family. I was given free ride for my trip home from taman jurong all the way to serangoon north. Just when I thought I've lost bf and the love of my life, I have my mum saying "i love you", late bf sis and late bf mum telling me they love me too. Just when I thought things are getting worser, its not as bad as I think it is actually."

For life is only temporary, cherish it while it lasts. *Wondering thoughts. I'm grateful and thankful.

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