This may be my last time, eversince I told you.. I love you.

. S a r a .

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"As i looked back at those memories, at those days.. i shed a tear.

As i looked at your lovely pictures.. i shed my tears.

As I cry,.. I'm missing you. And as I type,.. I'm loving you.

And as I love you,.. I need you. And as I'm thinking of you,..I want you."

With these words I say to you, I write my poems just for you.

If you were to heal me from a broken heartache, & if your love..

is meant to last for my entire lifetime, till then...

*imdreamingofyoualldayallnight

Date Of Birth: 28 December 1988
Hometown: Singapore

♥ B'day & Sisha. ♥

Saturday, January 10, 2009 ( 3:14:00 PM )

i can't stop thinking.. if i have already found someone. cos the moment when i think of it.. i've already seen myself getting hurt all over again. don't ask me why.. i have no answers. Will there ever be someone that's for me to hate.. and for me to love. like as a fren, bt not love as a fren yet.. There's too much things in my mind right now. How can i know that if i fall for you, you're not gonna hurt me.. so that i'm not gonna be hurt too much. How can u assure me that your silence is not killing me.. cause it already is when you've sumhow kept quiet after reading my smses.. and kept me thinking whether you're gonna reply me or not.

Your smses sumhow made me feel like "are you going to msg me. how come you're not msging me? what time are you gonna msg me". Seems like i've already been hurt or dissapointed huh. Love's weird. Oh wells, maybe i forgot how to like or love someone. My heart can just tell me that you're the one.. but at the same time letting me know you're not the one. I am recovering for the past i must say..

How can i be assured that you're not flirtatious, I need someone to be there for me.. to ask me where i am.. to ask me what i'm doing. and i need someone to let me know what he is doing, where he is going.. so that i'll not get worried and i'll know he'll take care of himself. I can't bear to leave any innocent guy left broken hearted.. or am i just the girl that's meant to be broken hearted. I dunno life.. It's just too much things of what i thought i can handle right now.

Sisha yesterday with fafa..kama.. Before that, we went to smu for a mini celebration for kama's 21st b'day (in advance)! Hehe. Fafa bf.. and shukri join us later in the evening. Shukri is a good guy. but some part of him made me kept on asking.. why? Pictures below grabbed from his friendster! Haha. I've yet to wait for him to send me the pictures we took. (:

There you go, I've already poured my heart out.. Felt better now.. though in a bit of a dilemma.
-If only you were to heal me from a broken heartache.
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